Sep 29, 2004 06:41
Todays already a bad day!...
first i left my straightener in my locker at scholl and i dont have any hairspray to scrunch my hair so i just put it in some nasty thing ...
two days ago tom cameover and we were talking about everything and i told him nothing was going to work out ... b.c of a lot of things but mostly b.c he is a liar. He told me he wont lie anymore and blah blah blah .. and then when i wa going inside he told me he would be at my house after school the next day (yesterday)... i told him i knew he wouldnt be there and he was like i swear...
i get home from school ... and is he here ... NO!... so i call his house ..and paul and christine tell me he is sleeping ...so he calls me back in like 5 minutes and he's like i'm sorry .. but of course he doesnt care ... so w.e i let it go and i'm like well you cant come over b.c i am grounded and my step-dd will be home soon .. and so he just stops by to give me a kiss ... so i get happy thinking he really is going to change and he tells me when i am almost home from dropping chrissy off i will call you and if your dad isnt here i will come over again ... so i take a nap and wake up at 5 and still noone has called ... so finally 6 he calls ...
i ask where he was and he tells me mikeys job... OKAY! why couldnt he have called to tell me he wasnt coing ... again he doesnt care.
Then last night ...he's like i have to tell you something ... your going to be relly mad though... and he says he is going to shows.... let me remind you!... he doesnt let me go out of the house with out him .. so i'm like w.e and he gets mad and he liks well i want to see there new stuff.....OKAY TOM MARRY JARRAD. .. so of course i get upset ad i'm like you would get mad if i went without you and of course he lies ad is like no .. .adn i was like you wouldnt even let m go to a club with my friends ... when i even invited you and he was like go to a fucking club... so w.e i am CRYING like always and he's like w.e your not going to talk to me over a show.. and i was like i told you nothing is going to work out .. i dont do anything you would get mad at ... so we hang up .. and he never called back or nothing ...
so my point to the story is.... Thomas John Lauria = the biggest liar ever!.. he will tell you one thing and change his mind as soon as a friend comes around .. he is sneaky.. and will do shit behind your back .. and is is insensitive to everyone else's feelings especially if you love him .. (notonly me ..his mom too)... No matter what you do for him he will never appreciate it and he's just going to break your heart over and over again.
so any girls that want him ... take him ... but be careful .. he's a fucking asshole.
i finally realized what i am doing ... and i cant deal with it anymore .. he told me he wasnt like all the other guys and he would do nothing to hurt me ..wtf ... why d i always get stuck with the assholes!