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[grandpa_sweater]

mum : any chance you may come out here and live with us again?
mum : we have ONE more bedroom left
mum : lol
mum : we have satellite tv and cable connection
me : it's ok..i'll just stay here.
me : even though i hate it here.
mum : offer is open
me : thank you.
mum : give yourself some time to think
me : i just wish everything was in one place...so i wouldn't be so torn between ny and il.

mum : you are sad over Tim and that's normal, honey
mum : he's hurt you and you have retaliated by breaking up with him
me : yes.
mum : he still loves you
mum : but whatever problems you have between you, you should talk them out
me : for a little while...and then he'll move on like he did before.
me :  there aren't any.
me : i mean..that we can fix.
me : there's no more tim.
mum : then what's holding you there?
mum : glue?
me : where?
mum : Illinois
me : i don't know.
me : i actually have friends here. i mean, i have jenna in ny..but that's about it..i mean, that at least care about me.
me : and i have a good job.
mum : true
me : people that i love to work with.
mum : true
me : but i don't have my family. or jenna.
mum : true...but we are here in case you need us
mum : always
me : i know.