May 24, 2004 21:28
well okay. this is dumb.
i'm more than aggravated now. i'm just sooo tired of people making ridiculous comments or people who have no idea what the hell the world is like outside of their demented, moronic heads. you like fighting? think it's fun? well do NOT say shit to me for me to blow up on you. i don't give a shit what you really think, because i know it's not what you'll ever say because you're an idiot and pull shit out of your ass to say and get people to hate your ass even more. GOD, you are such a dumbass i hate myself for even caring about anything that has to do with you... anything you say, do... i've never met a person who's personality i can't handle as much as yours. even all the stupid people who i've stopped talking to a bajillion years ago, i could stand them. they were petty fights i had problems with. but i have a problem with you. and if you try to suck me down to you damn level again, i'm not taking it. this is the last time i am ever talking about or thinking about your ass again because you're just a waste of my time and energy.
i know, i'm not supposed to burn bridges, so i've tried to be nice. i laugh. i make jokes i dont think are funny, but if whoever the hell i'm with is amused- why not right? but when people think i'm too nice, it's a problem. i know i get totally bitchy. all of my close friends know this. but... i'm tired of looking weak, quiet, or WHATEVER it and i'm going to haul off and kick someone's ass REALLY soon just to show that i'm not the person i have to pretend to be sometimes. and thats just the truth- i cant be so afraid of hiding myself anymore. and i wont be. just bring it dude