Oct 17, 2007 23:41
i've been thinking a lot lately but i don't think i've reached any sort of conclusion so it's hard to say what i've been thinking of. most of the time it's fleeting things, but they keep coming back to me. i guess basically lately i have been mulling over what it is that i label as important to me. thinking about it now has made me think that the past is really important to me. not the past itself, but what it held for me and all the things i loved back then. i always look back at those times and i just feel content doing so. i guess then, it makes me kind of weary of the future cuz i wonder if it will bring me the same contentness that i had in the past.
anyway, i'm done with that topic. make the future into something you want etc etc.
i think the main reason i am writing this is because i just want to write something but i don't want to just update what has been going on in my life. basically midterms are over, i played my concerto, preparing to play more concertos.
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oh! I conducted for a huge festival. it was a really great experience and i loved working with my band. i feel like i raised 30 kids or something.