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I don't know what i'm doing anymore, this person keeps wanting me to hang out, and I give them an excuse or some lame thing saying i can't hang out. But this person drives me nuts sometimes. And sometimes I wish it would just be how it used to be. Oh well, it's kind of hard trying to be someone's friend that gets on your nerves all the time. But I'm sure at times I get on it's nerves too.
Growing up sucks! Things just get way too complicated. I can't wait until I go to arizona. 3 1/2 weeks there just isn't long enough. If I had my choice I'd stay there all summer, scratch that if I had my choice we'd move back there. I don't know i just miss being a little kid. You never had to worry about all the crap you have to worry about now. It's fun sometimes I suppose. I just want things to go back to normal. But I guess right now is what's normal. (if that made sense)
I miss my grandma and grandpa and kristen soooo much! And just the feeling i get when i'm there. It's great! Oh well, at least I go there a lot throughout the year. But that still doesn't make up for all the friday's I would stay at my grandpa's and all the saturdays i went grocery shopping with my grandma and all the nights i had dinner over there and all the memories i have in the backyard and all the times me and michael toothe would break into the apartment buildings that weren't quite finished being built and play hide and go seek in them and all the times me kristen and ashley would climb over the school fence and play on the playground and all the times we would go swimming late at night and that one time we made a haunted house in the garage and scared the crap out of the adults and all the times we went to the arcade and just played there for hours but barely got any tickets. I guess you could say I have tons of memories of arizona and miss them all sooo very much! But what can you do things will never go back to the way the used to be you just gotta make good of what you got now.
Growing up sucks! Things just get way too complicated. I can't wait until I go to arizona. 3 1/2 weeks there just isn't long enough. If I had my choice I'd stay there all summer, scratch that if I had my choice we'd move back there. I don't know i just miss being a little kid. You never had to worry about all the crap you have to worry about now. It's fun sometimes I suppose. I just want things to go back to normal. But I guess right now is what's normal. (if that made sense)
I miss my grandma and grandpa and kristen soooo much! And just the feeling i get when i'm there. It's great! Oh well, at least I go there a lot throughout the year. But that still doesn't make up for all the friday's I would stay at my grandpa's and all the saturdays i went grocery shopping with my grandma and all the nights i had dinner over there and all the memories i have in the backyard and all the times me and michael toothe would break into the apartment buildings that weren't quite finished being built and play hide and go seek in them and all the times me kristen and ashley would climb over the school fence and play on the playground and all the times we would go swimming late at night and that one time we made a haunted house in the garage and scared the crap out of the adults and all the times we went to the arcade and just played there for hours but barely got any tickets. I guess you could say I have tons of memories of arizona and miss them all sooo very much! But what can you do things will never go back to the way the used to be you just gotta make good of what you got now.