May 26, 2004 21:30
I haven't cried over this whole situation yet. Maybe because i'm just to mad and hurt to do so. I've been in the pissiest (if that's a word) mood since I found out. And I've been a bitch to some of my very good friends for 2 straight days all because he has a girlfriend. I'm not mad at him or anything, I guess i'm just super jealous. I'm so sorry to my friends that i've been a jerk to. I guess you shouldn't accept my apology because I already said i'm sorry for it once and then I go and be mean to you guys again. But all I can say is I'm sorry and I'll try to keep my anger to a minimum. Sorry to everyone that crossed my path on the wrong side.
I can't wait to go to arizona so I can get out of this dumbass town. The only things i'm gonna miss are my parents and nikki. But nikki might get to go down there with me for the first couple of days and go back home with my mom. That would be so awesome! I really hope your parents let you.
Well I got a jv certificate letter deal thing for softball and most improved player. So that was pretty cool. I was happy. But I was laughing so hard that I spit all over myself and was too embarrassed to wipe it off so i just tried to casually wipe it away lol. It was goofy.
Well not too much else to say for tonight. I guess i'll update some other day...
Peace Out