To You
Dearest,
There are some things I cannot face yet. And I try to ignore it at first, but then it eats me away. And all I can do is think about how everything is nothing in the end. Ash to ash, and dust to dust. And we're all gonna die, so we have to trust in something. You were my something. How ironic, that now you are dead. I still feel you next to me. Still hear your voice when I'm sleeping, feel your hand gripping mine. See your eyes in my mind all the time. I don't want you to go away, but I fear that one day you will. Or even worse, one day I'll want you to. You were my everything, Will. You were the reason I sang in the shower, the reason I laughed, why I cried, why I felt. You taught me to love, to feel, to breathe. You were my best friend and soul mate, and I will never find another one like you. As much as I try, I already know that you have imprinted yourself upon me, and you will never fade away in my mind. Even if the sky crashes down, or the world starts over and everything is swept away, you will always remain in my heart and as the brightest star in the world. I swear, the day you died, the night had never shown so bright. I love you with all my heart, and all I can do is pray that you are happy wherever you are, and that we can one day be together again. I am yours in life and death. I love you.
in vita quod nex,
Me.
There are some things I cannot face yet. And I try to ignore it at first, but then it eats me away. And all I can do is think about how everything is nothing in the end. Ash to ash, and dust to dust. And we're all gonna die, so we have to trust in something. You were my something. How ironic, that now you are dead. I still feel you next to me. Still hear your voice when I'm sleeping, feel your hand gripping mine. See your eyes in my mind all the time. I don't want you to go away, but I fear that one day you will. Or even worse, one day I'll want you to. You were my everything, Will. You were the reason I sang in the shower, the reason I laughed, why I cried, why I felt. You taught me to love, to feel, to breathe. You were my best friend and soul mate, and I will never find another one like you. As much as I try, I already know that you have imprinted yourself upon me, and you will never fade away in my mind. Even if the sky crashes down, or the world starts over and everything is swept away, you will always remain in my heart and as the brightest star in the world. I swear, the day you died, the night had never shown so bright. I love you with all my heart, and all I can do is pray that you are happy wherever you are, and that we can one day be together again. I am yours in life and death. I love you.
in vita quod nex,
Me.