The dust has only just begun to fall
I'm scared.
Amidst all the other whirring thoughts, dizzy ups and down, agitation giving way to rage, and the horrific sadness, that's the one thing that I know is real. The one vulnerable, lasting (Idon'thavewordsIdon'thavewords) that whimpers beneath the other emotions, shaking with apologies.
I am so, so scared.
If this is true, then I'm not real anymore. I probably never was.
Amidst all the other whirring thoughts, dizzy ups and down, agitation giving way to rage, and the horrific sadness, that's the one thing that I know is real. The one vulnerable, lasting (Idon'thavewordsIdon'thavewords) that whimpers beneath the other emotions, shaking with apologies.
I am so, so scared.
If this is true, then I'm not real anymore. I probably never was.