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I want to run screaming out of this building, run through the blazing June heat until I can't lift my feet, anymore, and then collapse on a rock, somewhere, and listen to birds sing and water flow softly past.
Janice and Mandi and I went to Blue Hole, this past weekend. Mandi and I chased salamanders and crawdads, and took turns taking pictures of each other sticking our heads in one of the waterfalls. Janice and I took pictures, and held hands, and were extremely happy. On the way back, we stopped at some funky Mom-and-Pop country cooking diner place, which turned out to be extremely tasty.
It was such a good day, I dreamed about it for several days after. I want to soak up the sun, fill my veins with it, and store it away, so I won't starve when the cold months come again. I want to smell and taste and feel the world, side by side with people I love.
I feel almost like I'm deficient in some sort of vitamin...a starvation for experience and wakefulness, instead of day after day of sleepy depression and looking at life through a window.
Janice and Mandi and I went to Blue Hole, this past weekend. Mandi and I chased salamanders and crawdads, and took turns taking pictures of each other sticking our heads in one of the waterfalls. Janice and I took pictures, and held hands, and were extremely happy. On the way back, we stopped at some funky Mom-and-Pop country cooking diner place, which turned out to be extremely tasty.
It was such a good day, I dreamed about it for several days after. I want to soak up the sun, fill my veins with it, and store it away, so I won't starve when the cold months come again. I want to smell and taste and feel the world, side by side with people I love.
I feel almost like I'm deficient in some sort of vitamin...a starvation for experience and wakefulness, instead of day after day of sleepy depression and looking at life through a window.