This was my reply to Josh's post, but it encapsulates my morning, thus far, pretty well...
Dude, I think I've finally snapped (it's ten to six, and I'm due at work in three hours!) so I'm finally emotionally removed enough to tell you just how much I felt this post when I read it, and that you are not alone. My body continuously fails me. I pathetically try to ingratiate myself to people I don't even like, at work, in order to keep from feeling alone. I am lying, cheating, and stealing to stay employed. They ask me for work, and get thinly-disguised bullshit, instead. In fact, this is pretty much true of anyone who asks me for anything, right now. I allow myself to think that that which I know to be right is somehow subjective, in order to delay violence (but for how long?) I just stole my girlfriend's car, and drove it to a random gas-station somewhere in Tennessee at 4:00am, this morning, and bought coffee from a bald gay man, just to have something to do that wasn't a pathetic pacification of someone else's requirements of me. On the upside, the sun will be coming up, soon...