Dead
I am so broke.
I`m back in Japan, and had to pay hundreds to get my utilities and phone turned back on, to find out that my phone contract has already been cancelled. Now I can`t get a new phone until I get my alien registration ID card, which wont come until like 2 weeks from now. I have no communication with anyone, unless I come to this internet cafe, because all the wireless connections in my apartment are password-locked, and the wi-fi at restaurants requires registration(and anything with registration would require my alien card)
Yesterday I went to withdraw money from the ATM to find out that my card company had blocked the card because there were foreign country withdrawals suddenly. For the day I had about $5-- so broke I couldn`t afford to eat. I was really scared how long it would go on like that. Fortunately my dad called them and I can use the card again, but there is a whopping $1.27 on my paypal currently. There`s some other money, but it belongs to customers(for their items and shipping)
Today is the day I go to Bunka to apply for an extention when I can pay tuition. I already went, and was told that unless there are very serious circumstances, my extention will not be approved. The guy had to go to lunch and told me to come back around 3 oclock, so I came to this net cafe to talk to my dad. My dad can`t pay until around April 10th, so what are we going to do? If I don`t get re-admitted into school I can`t stay in Japan on my student visa, and will have to go back home.
I have to do more orders with my web shop for money, but without internet, I can`t work. I want to apply for internet, but without my alien card, I can`t apply. I`m hoping I can spend some time at Simone`s so I can work on my shop. And I`m feeling so alone so I don`t want to go back to my apartment today..
All I can think about is money. So much so, that I feel lifeless, what with all this worry, I`ve lost all spirits. I don`t know what to do anymore. Except hope that when I go to see that guy at school again, I can get my tuition extension approved. But he didn`t look too convincable..
I should have not come back here. I shouldn`t have ever come in the first place.
I`m back in Japan, and had to pay hundreds to get my utilities and phone turned back on, to find out that my phone contract has already been cancelled. Now I can`t get a new phone until I get my alien registration ID card, which wont come until like 2 weeks from now. I have no communication with anyone, unless I come to this internet cafe, because all the wireless connections in my apartment are password-locked, and the wi-fi at restaurants requires registration(and anything with registration would require my alien card)
Yesterday I went to withdraw money from the ATM to find out that my card company had blocked the card because there were foreign country withdrawals suddenly. For the day I had about $5-- so broke I couldn`t afford to eat. I was really scared how long it would go on like that. Fortunately my dad called them and I can use the card again, but there is a whopping $1.27 on my paypal currently. There`s some other money, but it belongs to customers(for their items and shipping)
Today is the day I go to Bunka to apply for an extention when I can pay tuition. I already went, and was told that unless there are very serious circumstances, my extention will not be approved. The guy had to go to lunch and told me to come back around 3 oclock, so I came to this net cafe to talk to my dad. My dad can`t pay until around April 10th, so what are we going to do? If I don`t get re-admitted into school I can`t stay in Japan on my student visa, and will have to go back home.
I have to do more orders with my web shop for money, but without internet, I can`t work. I want to apply for internet, but without my alien card, I can`t apply. I`m hoping I can spend some time at Simone`s so I can work on my shop. And I`m feeling so alone so I don`t want to go back to my apartment today..
All I can think about is money. So much so, that I feel lifeless, what with all this worry, I`ve lost all spirits. I don`t know what to do anymore. Except hope that when I go to see that guy at school again, I can get my tuition extension approved. But he didn`t look too convincable..
I should have not come back here. I shouldn`t have ever come in the first place.