Depression is for the person who wants to know right now what will learn!
Wow, I love the nonsense subject title, I just googled myself to create from various sources.
Other than that, I am having a huge depression. It started from shortly after my last update. In just two hours, many of my most well regarded friends achieved to say or do things, that really either saddened me or pissed me off. I realised how far I was ( Read more... )
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No matter how successful I am...or not...
The blackness returns
Full of futility, each repetition
In frustration it builds,
Breaking though barriers
My father is dieing
and I can do nothing
I'm no comfort to my mother
I am in a relationship...thankfully
But it is not enough...sometimes
What is it that can fix my brain chemistry
To keep me
Far from the black dog
Barking
Sharing
Understanding
Relating
Each
to
Another
Until the chemistry shifts
Once more
Into the light
Of another day!
I have for years been that person people turn to with problems...the smile, the joke
I wrote a poem at the time of my last trip down the dark lane
Who comforts the comforter
The answer is as always reach out and someone will help.
Even if it is ehelp
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So let me tell you
of my poetry
How my words may be wielded
Like a sharpened sickle
Scything, cutting
Reaping or winnowing
My mind provides the pasture
My witt becomes the sickle
For poety
My crop
Many peoples words
soften their ideas
Becoming blunt
To loose their edge
But Not I
With less comes more
Much more effective
leaving space between
Room for understanding
My mind provides the pasture
My witt becomes the sickle
For poety
My crop
Not everything is worthy
Yet much seems the same
In one harvest
From the same Pasture
My mind
Poetry
My crop
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I can see the big change coming on the horizon
From son of my father to father of my son
Never mind the being 40 thing loosing a parent is much more life changing
I am not unhappy or in a partiulally dark place I am just NOT happy and not in the light.
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anything I can do?
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No my friend there is nothing to do
Cancer is cancer
He is just on the downward spiral
Treatment to defer the inevitable
Which makes him very ill
Then he gets a little recovery time
Then more treatment
More illness
And repeat
Till his will to live is gone and he succumbs
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