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So its really going to happen. For about a month now my mom has been talking about moving to Alabama with her bf and his parents. It all started when they went on vacation there and found a house for sale that they liked. Ed(moms bf) wants ot get custody of his son, to do that he needs a steady job and a place to live. So hes going to Alabama to start working with one of his friends and hes going to sell his house. My mom is putting our place up for sale because 1. she cant really afford it anymore with things that happened between her and my dad, and 2. the house is like 6 bedroom and costs less then this townhouse. So she has already started collecting boxes and wants to start packing things...basically the move could happen within months. What makes me angry, other then the fact that all my friends are here, is that they both try to make it seem likes its the best thing for me. "Oh theres a huge lake, theres trails and there will be a 4 wheeler you can ride, theres horses to ride" and Ed is like there will be plenty of money left over to work on your car! I DONT FUCKING CARE ABOUT ANY OF THAT. (though I would like to make my car faster) But of course, me not showing feelings I havent said anything. And they arent being fair to me, my mom hasnt even sat down to talk to me about how I feel with all of this. And it doesnt seem like I have much of a choice. Can't get my own place because I dont have money to do that, and I dont think id be able to stay with any friends either. Sure...theres the option of my dad, who lives 2 hours away from my current location anyway, but I really dont want to do that. Though im sort of considering it. So theres my out of nowhere lj update for a few weeks =\