Personal Post
Had to laugh after looking at my last journal post. Endeavor to update more frequently indeed! Its been over 5 months now. So much has happened in that time. I've looked back through my old journal entries and thought about what has occurred since. Let's see if I can sum up 5 months in one post:
Elijah got in an accident, mangling his bike and breaking his arm. I got him a new bike and his bloke Ian wasn't pleased. What is it about people and money issues? Somewhere in the middle of all my lost journal time, Sarah's bank tried to take over $1,000 from her account. I helped get that fixed. Karl was persisting on being a border instead of my husband--still doing the "I can't afford to buy that" thing. It really just drives me to distraction. Well it did, so much so, that I finally just broke down. He wouldn't allow me to do a cleansing ritual, but ended up doing it for me. I am now the proud owner of a scar that looks like a star with a K in the center. The plus side of that was Karl finally agreed to do better with letting me take care of him and not treating everything we have as my things. He even bought a surf board and porn!
Speaking of porn, Karl made me take a purity test. I didn't understand what most of it even was. There were mention of many toys, restraints, whips, piercings, the need for safe words--whatever they are, nipple clamps, strap ons, ice, shaving, swap clubs, coffin sex, spurs, blindfolds, bondage of various sorts....I could go on. There's so much I had never done. Karl introduced me to watching porn, wearing a cock ring, hot wax, using anal beads, and whipped cream used in a sexual situation. Karl's always been into rough sex, but all the additives to just sex in general has been interesting to say the least. He also wanted me to get pierced, so I did. I have both nipples pierced now. Its quite something.
We attended a dinner at Elijah and Ian's place. That didn't go very well. That was following by a night out, meant for dancing. Viggo and Orlando were with us. Those two and Karl and myself ending up fucking in the parking lot...with our respective partners of course. I really should remember to take an inhibitor before going somewhere public that I know will have so many people. Going to the mall just before Christmas nearly did me in!
There has been a great many advances in my work over the last few months. Some months ago Sarah was terribly distraught over the ineptitude of the people she was working with for her thesis. In the end, she changed over and began to work with me for a final project. Then since, she has come to assist in a means to halve the time it takes to find key elements in each of the plant synthesis prosesses I've got running. One particular evening she was over and I gave both her and Karl doses of Ayahausca. She was able to understand more of the processes just then which has helped to further her work (we won't mention the fact mine and Karl's sex drives really messed with her head for some time). Of course it hasnt all been good. Elijah quit working for me to go be a model. Can you imagine? I thought they were supposed to be tall. Although, he is certainly a pretty boy.
I have discovered many things I enjoy doing with Karl that had never thought much about, if at all, before he came along. We sometimes lounge in bed for hours together. I read books to him at night when he's having difficulties sleeping, and love to drive him crazy naming all his sexy bits. I still find it amusing that he comes unglued each time I refer to his nose as "sexy". Well it is.
Karl was sick for nearly a week once in that time. He's a difficult patient at best. Of course, he insists I am as well. I was sick for the first time in my life and wish to never have anything to do with something as heinous as that again. Karl was so exhausted that week and it was finals. I felt so bad for him. Months prior to that Ian had passed out at home and was hospitalized for some time. I'm pleased it was nothing more than a need to take a daily medication. I'd hate to think of the world losing a man such as he.
Orlando and Viggo got engaged in summer quarter and married during the break between it and fall quarter. I stood up for Viggo which was odd as I really don't know the man well. Karl still has a severe dislike for him. Jealosy rearing its ugly head. That's alright though. I'd never follow through with that. At least he doesn't have to watch me having sex with myriad people like I do him as he dreams nightly. His is a very active imagination. I can keep telling myself he's my bitch *grins*.
School has been busy. I had to do my finals as make ups due to having that terrible flu. We had a new Professor come in to learn the ropes in preparation to take over for the other Astronmy professor the entire 2004 school year from Winter quarter forward. His name is Sean Bean. I was surprised to find he'd not only met Sarah, but had apparently hit it off with her. Proof that anything is possible.
Christmas was amazing. I love Karl to distraction. He got the kitties he wanted. Well, three in fact. I also got him an Arabian pony, a new leather jacket and some toys. He got me a lovely gold necklace with a small medallian shaped like a panther. Its quite something. He also got me a karioke machine. I've been singing to him for days. God I love him.
THINGS TO REMEMBER:
1. Never EVER get another flu shot
2. NEVER forget inhibitor before going dancing OR Christmas shopping
3. Retake purity test to find more interesting things to do
4. Drag Karl to sex shop & try to talk him into nipple piercing
5. Get Karl a new pair of bunny socks
6. Don't take Ayahausca with Sarah in the house again, else she may be joining in whether Karl wants her to or not