Sep 07, 2005 17:47
so i went to le ospital, and aside from bevy clunkin on the freeway and smelling like burnt oil, it was a fun drive. gorgeous day, i looove san diego and i looove la jolla. when i grow up im going to live in a mansion in la jolla over looking the beach. with a front porch swing, and a 5 car driveway and a huge backyard with a playground and grass and a waterfall pool.
i got my meningogcal??? shot and as i was standing unsteadily looking desperatly for a chair [ cause for some reason i always get dizzy and nauseous 5-10 minutes later ], the cutest MOST ADORABLY HANDSOME light skinned curly haired 5'11" musculared armed, clean cut yet rugged man i have EVER SEEN man walks towards me and
catches me just as i slightly faint
"did i just take your breath away beautiful?"
ohhh man it was soo precious. sooo precious. i wanted to just take him home and make him some pancakes and orange juice. so when he finally let go and we started to walk away and we turned back to look at each other at the same time.
... joshua q. carr didnt even cross my mind until he text-d me 20 minutes later
[ ironic isnt it... the men i meet who are willing to fill the void in my heart and life always look like him... ]