June 12th
Finally got the chance to meet someone I had been wishing to speak to for a while now. He's a lot friendlier and more innocent than people and the rumors that spread about him wish to really give him credit for. Which is unfortunate, because I believe he is a good person. So people shouldn't be so quick to judge. However, I understand that's human nature.
But I hope to see him again soon, as I've now made a pact with him that I do indeed intend to keep. ...It just won't be happening while he stays where he's currently is, unfortunately. Because it seems I'll likely not be met with kindness by those around him if I go back to that location so soon. Unfortunately, my skin tone and...certain features tends to easily give me away.
...On the downside, I've lost track of another that I wished to befriend and whom I was trying to help. But sadly...he didn't seem to want my friendship or help at all despite his situation. ...I feel greatly disappointed in myself by saying it might've partially been because for once...I gave up on trying with this one. ...I shouldn't have. And perhaps I'm looking for excuses, but he seemed to take satisfaction in mocking me everytime I tried. So after a while, I got the hint...and let him be. But now that he's nowhere to be seen, I wonder if he's really alright and if I really made the right choice.
[OOC: Jackal's obviously talking about Akaya in the first part, but the later half is about Chinen for those who didn't notice his references here or in the log. But what's up with Chinen will be talked about in his own entry in time. Though for those who keep asking, let's just say that Chinen disappeared for a very unpleasant reason. On the upside, he'll be reappearing after it happens because he'll be behaving himself as a result. Somewhat. >>;]
But I hope to see him again soon, as I've now made a pact with him that I do indeed intend to keep. ...It just won't be happening while he stays where he's currently is, unfortunately. Because it seems I'll likely not be met with kindness by those around him if I go back to that location so soon. Unfortunately, my skin tone and...certain features tends to easily give me away.
...On the downside, I've lost track of another that I wished to befriend and whom I was trying to help. But sadly...he didn't seem to want my friendship or help at all despite his situation. ...I feel greatly disappointed in myself by saying it might've partially been because for once...I gave up on trying with this one. ...I shouldn't have. And perhaps I'm looking for excuses, but he seemed to take satisfaction in mocking me everytime I tried. So after a while, I got the hint...and let him be. But now that he's nowhere to be seen, I wonder if he's really alright and if I really made the right choice.
[OOC: Jackal's obviously talking about Akaya in the first part, but the later half is about Chinen for those who didn't notice his references here or in the log. But what's up with Chinen will be talked about in his own entry in time. Though for those who keep asking, let's just say that Chinen disappeared for a very unpleasant reason. On the upside, he'll be reappearing after it happens because he'll be behaving himself as a result. Somewhat. >>;]