Bored
I am so bored lately :/ I can't hang out with friends because they live so far away and I can't get to where they are easily. I have art homework which I'm not really sure what to do. I have English Language coursework that HAS to be done before I go back to college, and our fill in teacher explained the instructions so shockingly bad I thought I might have shot myself in the process. I literally have no idea what to do.
I went for a four mile run yesterday, atleast trying to do something different. But no, that just made me ache, and made me feel like shit. I was so shit, I literally kicked myself a couple of times for stopping.
And thus comes the stupid thoughts into my head where I start panicking. I need to find a job. Need to sort out my coursework. Need to decide whether I want to go to Uni or not. I would go to Uni, it's just that the only subject I'm all right at is art, and really will just be a complete waste of my parents money if I had to study that for 3 years.
I am an underachiever. And I always will be.
I went for a four mile run yesterday, atleast trying to do something different. But no, that just made me ache, and made me feel like shit. I was so shit, I literally kicked myself a couple of times for stopping.
And thus comes the stupid thoughts into my head where I start panicking. I need to find a job. Need to sort out my coursework. Need to decide whether I want to go to Uni or not. I would go to Uni, it's just that the only subject I'm all right at is art, and really will just be a complete waste of my parents money if I had to study that for 3 years.
I am an underachiever. And I always will be.