Torn
So I think i think to much. If that even begins to make sense. im a fat girl never said any different but i've recently decided i'm tired of being a fat girl. So I guess you could say that is the first big step. I've decided to start Nutrisystem when I get back from my vacation in September. but is this cheating? I'm torn by this. I've always had the idea if you don't do it on your own it was cheating. I mean I guess I would be doing it on my own but I feel like i have failed at will power. I guess it isn't really and I'll never know til try it out and see what it involves. but I just needed to get these thoughts out.