the fear that a part of me is dying.
LJ is back!!! haha- i think i need this thing- my life is going absolutely nuts. i am going absolutely nuts. so i guess i'll start from the last thing that i can really remember...the day of the sections i found out that apparently me and nick liked each other? that was news to both me and him and it lead to like 456784354 rumors (rumors=stories ( Read more... )
first of all..please dont think your fat. id KILL for your body. seriously. your tiny. ugh i hate that you think low of yourself cuz your beautiful just the way you are.
and secondly, i know how you feel..with the whole things changing thing..things will fall into place tho and you'll be happy, but how your saying you dont know what to do with the whole kevin thing..
"after nick i couldn't truely like anyone else...until i decided to move on and i started talking to kevin"
well if you feel that way with kevin, then just do what you did with the whole nick thing, try and move on and give other guys a chance, i know at first you prob compare everything to what he does and if its not good enouph then you turn away ((at least thats what i do))..but dont, go for something different, cuz it HAS to be hard with him living so far away. and you should deff live up your high school years while there here.
but yeh i dont wanna write anymore cuz i could go on forever. but i love you and be happy=)..and you can always talk to me if you need someone.
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