shit this took forever to write...
i havent updated in FOREVER but here here we go
i think ive probably started to make an update only to give up and erase it about a thousand times. ive been reading back on olddd entries (greatest and live journal, yes i am a loser and somehow had two) and i went between feeling like they were the most boring things to read ever and being completely nostalgic reading about really good or even really bad things and just remembering how much i felt them (the things themselves not the entries). ok sidenote, the new that 70's show is probably the worst show ever, i'm half-watching it now. but anyway, it made me realize i havent written a remotely heartfelt or even interesting entry in a long time. actually this probably wont be all that either but OH NO JOHNNY JOHNNY IS DEAD DEAD DEAD. who knew falling off a cliff would do that. oo joys of the oc. BUT anyway, i was about to say i may as well try.
so ok, december...except for one pretty memorable first time of something (not what youre thinking), december was too long ago to remember, fuck it
january went by uber fast, new years feels like about a minute ago. january also ment the disintegration (maybe the wrong word) of a couple friendships, and i'm only just now trying to decide if i even care that much. the last weekend of jan. was kallah, stressful but fun. the dance turned out really well, nat and i are basially amazing decorators. oh, and let me just say, i hate boys.
february...not much has happened yet, except falling behind in chemistry. ive been working out alot, which i really need to do seeing as how lax tryouts are in like a month, not to mention israel this summer (which i CANNOT WAIT for, soo pumped for TM06!) and just the general fact that im in the worst shape ever. i mean fatty chunkins. chubster palowski. god we have some excellent fucking words made up dont we...
anyway somewhere in there i became vegetarian, stopped using products tested on animals, and became even more intensely dependent on both caffeine and sleeping pills.
yummy yummy tazo tea
i think ive probably started to make an update only to give up and erase it about a thousand times. ive been reading back on olddd entries (greatest and live journal, yes i am a loser and somehow had two) and i went between feeling like they were the most boring things to read ever and being completely nostalgic reading about really good or even really bad things and just remembering how much i felt them (the things themselves not the entries). ok sidenote, the new that 70's show is probably the worst show ever, i'm half-watching it now. but anyway, it made me realize i havent written a remotely heartfelt or even interesting entry in a long time. actually this probably wont be all that either but OH NO JOHNNY JOHNNY IS DEAD DEAD DEAD. who knew falling off a cliff would do that. oo joys of the oc. BUT anyway, i was about to say i may as well try.
so ok, december...except for one pretty memorable first time of something (not what youre thinking), december was too long ago to remember, fuck it
january went by uber fast, new years feels like about a minute ago. january also ment the disintegration (maybe the wrong word) of a couple friendships, and i'm only just now trying to decide if i even care that much. the last weekend of jan. was kallah, stressful but fun. the dance turned out really well, nat and i are basially amazing decorators. oh, and let me just say, i hate boys.
february...not much has happened yet, except falling behind in chemistry. ive been working out alot, which i really need to do seeing as how lax tryouts are in like a month, not to mention israel this summer (which i CANNOT WAIT for, soo pumped for TM06!) and just the general fact that im in the worst shape ever. i mean fatty chunkins. chubster palowski. god we have some excellent fucking words made up dont we...
anyway somewhere in there i became vegetarian, stopped using products tested on animals, and became even more intensely dependent on both caffeine and sleeping pills.
yummy yummy tazo tea