Feb 07, 2006 20:45
So as I sit here listening to the Yeah Yeah Yeahs, drinking tea (which might I add tastes and feels absolutely amazing, procrastinating on my outline for A.P., and biting my nails, I sit and wonder. I called a few people up but they either seem to be busy or not picking up, and I feel like talking. Psh, that sounds stupid, I'm sorry. But I just don't feel like doing my homework moreso than feeling like talking... I've become so lazy this past month. I don't even know how. I rarely pay attention in class, especially during math. Right now my outline has barely gotten anywhere, and I have no clue how I'm going to finish 20 pages by Friday. Damn, I suck. I need to ask Karakas for an extension; though I doubt she will actually give me one till Monday. But it's worth a try. Districts are Friday, and hopefully I don't have to go Saturday. My French teacher is insane and secretly hates me, she just won't show it.
I cannot wait until the day when A.P. U.S. History is over. It's a fun class, but honestly, it's killing me. The amount of stress I have because of this class is unbelievable. In the first few months of school it was nearly unbearable. Staying up till 4AM is not cool. They day that I can burn all of my outlines will be a glorious day filled with laughter and happiness.
I want to go some place quiet and just read a magazine or book or something, with some tea or a good white chocolate mocha right next to me, possibly a friend next to me as well. That would be lovely.
Nothing is ever all that's it.
Oh, and, 90's hits are amazing. Third Eye Blind? Oasis? Everclear? Hootie and the Blowfish? Seriously, you can't beat this sometimes.