Past Notes
Wow. It has been such a long time since I put my thoughts and feelings in here. It's just that I have been stressing on how my life should go for a while at a steady pace until the next change. I'm still very much in love with Matthew. He is visiting Arizona for two weeks. He will be back on the 29th. I don't feel whole when he is not with me. I miss him so very much.
I was reading other peoples livejournals and I notice a lot of people like to hide who they really are. A lot of them seem like a show for others to read. Some things are cute but then some really heartless readings are kinda old to me. So that's when I stopped and decided not to read those journals for a little while.
You know what I was thinking earlier? I believe that we are guided to certain people. Last night, I was remembering back when Matthew and I first started talking online..I remember at 2 o'clock in the AM, smelling a scent of lavender almost every time I chatted with him for the first couple of months. It started to go away around the time we both confessed our feelings. As I recall in my book studies, Lavender is a scent of a guiding spirit or entity. I remember telling Matthew of this scent. I just told him it was a ghost. hehe.
Well, I'll be back when I'm back. Love to all..~GracieKemp
I was reading other peoples livejournals and I notice a lot of people like to hide who they really are. A lot of them seem like a show for others to read. Some things are cute but then some really heartless readings are kinda old to me. So that's when I stopped and decided not to read those journals for a little while.
You know what I was thinking earlier? I believe that we are guided to certain people. Last night, I was remembering back when Matthew and I first started talking online..I remember at 2 o'clock in the AM, smelling a scent of lavender almost every time I chatted with him for the first couple of months. It started to go away around the time we both confessed our feelings. As I recall in my book studies, Lavender is a scent of a guiding spirit or entity. I remember telling Matthew of this scent. I just told him it was a ghost. hehe.
Well, I'll be back when I'm back. Love to all..~GracieKemp