Jul 30, 2005 09:49
My heart is in my throat.
Trying so hard not to cry right now.
Matthew's words really got to me.
I knew this would happen...
Right when I was feeling that "this"(us...this relationship) is a good thing, and will be the only right thing in my life...yeah...what's the point.
Maybe Jinky was right...its best not to have anyone... That way hearts can't be broken
and time is not wasted.
Alone is what he wants...Then it is done with the love that I have left.
I started this...And I will end it...for him.
I don't regret anything. Never will.
This will be easier for him...less stressful.
.....
"Matthew, I'm sorry. I only love you." ~Grace Elaina Florendo