blah.
it wasn't easy for me to go through these few days,
i'll say not torture, not sufferings, but irritating mind games which i kept getting.
it's just pure human killer to me.
i don't know what's on their mind,
or not even on his mind.
this just sucks big time,
knowing nothing you do is gonna help.
you try to stay strong, offer support and sent out many messages to assure that you guys will work together to make things better,
but all you get back are hurting, and more hurtful words.
is this a game of love or what?
how come i'm the only one crying out loud all day? alone.
i've never felt this strong before in my entire life,
but when i'm THIS strong, i keep getting pulled down.
worse, by the person i supposed will support me the most.
YES, i'm not the direct victim here,
but i believe i'm suffering as much as the victim is!
so who do i turn to?
Screw this.
I must be strong.