so angry

[graciediva]

I am just so angry!  I have so much frustration built up inside my body that I feel like its coming out my ears.  Its to flipping hot to do anything about it though.  For the first time, in what feels like forever, I wore my heart on my sleeve only to have it mutilated.  I should not let anyone make me feel this bad about myself.

Grr.

Comments

[marlboro_reds]

awwww....people can be such assholes. Don't let people get ya down though. You have so much opportunity and such a full and beautiful successful life ahead of you. Hell, I used to have a future like yours ahead of me but i blew it:) Don't take a second of it for granted. You have done so many awesome things and have always been one to be right there to help everyone. When you get a chance read the book, "Way of the peaceful warrior: a book that changes lives." its by Dan Millman. and it really helped me through some hard times. A real good book for those of us who tend to push ourselves and expect alot out of ourselves and our lives. Its only like $2 on amazon.com:)
step back and understand why this person/people hurt you. Try to find the lesson in it and move on from this experience. it sounds cliche but time really does heal all. just hold on to the fact that, for a while, this shit will probaly bother you, but as the time goes on it gets easier and easier. hell, read back through some of my old enteries for inspiritation. no matter HOW bad things get...things get better and after a while things just don't hurt as bad. Depending on how bad the situation is every once in a while it might slap ya in the face..but you'll be all right. take care girl!!!!!:)