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the show last night sucked....jeff and jackies was pretty good, when people werent being so damn dramatic...i found out that sex scenes can make your whole night worth while, not sleeping at all can make you really weird, and suck/bite marks on shanes neck aren't from a goat...tehe...
the thing that bothers me most is that everyone says its changed from how it was before and since i haven't been there that long i'm not sure how great it was before...but to me, ever since i started going its been great...i hate the feeling of responsibility for some of the drama going on in the youth group just becuz i feel like i barged in on everyones fun and even if it was going down hill before, that i've contributed to that downfall...the thing is i see no problem with the youth group really except for the fact people like to make drama and like acting like there are horrible clicks and segregated groups...but really there isn't...last night i kno i hungout with everyone person there..and thats all i have to say...except if you exclude yourself then yes there seems to be some type of separation within the group..and thats you
i'm really tired and i have to go to work...i'm in a bad mood about stuff other than what i've just wrote about...and i dont kno if i'm liking myself very much at the moment....need a self-esteem boost....later
the thing that bothers me most is that everyone says its changed from how it was before and since i haven't been there that long i'm not sure how great it was before...but to me, ever since i started going its been great...i hate the feeling of responsibility for some of the drama going on in the youth group just becuz i feel like i barged in on everyones fun and even if it was going down hill before, that i've contributed to that downfall...the thing is i see no problem with the youth group really except for the fact people like to make drama and like acting like there are horrible clicks and segregated groups...but really there isn't...last night i kno i hungout with everyone person there..and thats all i have to say...except if you exclude yourself then yes there seems to be some type of separation within the group..and thats you
i'm really tired and i have to go to work...i'm in a bad mood about stuff other than what i've just wrote about...and i dont kno if i'm liking myself very much at the moment....need a self-esteem boost....later