Dec 23, 2004 16:06
Okay so about yesterday's update. You'll have to excuse me for being tired, homesick and for PMSing. I think I may have freaked out a little and now I've gone and made someone mad. I won't apologize for feeling how I did because I couldn't help it, but I will say sorry for not thinking that I may hurt someone before I wrote the update. I guess I pulled a Jamie, eh? J/K. Well I only slept for 2 hours yesterday and not even 2 hours straight. It was more like wake up every 10 minutes then take another half hour to fall back to sleep. I just don't sleep well in someone else's house. So now I need to talk but I don't know what else to say. I may have exaggerated some feelings for anger and dramatic reasons, but I should of talked before posting like last time and I wouldn't be in this mess. Well everyone makes mistakes and even if I knew how to delete my post(which I don't) I wouldn't. I did mean what I said I just didn't need to put it out there for everyone to read and I am sorry for that. So good bye jacuzzi dreams.
Today is my last day house sitting and I get to sleep in my own bed tonight. YAY! I look forward to that. On the other hand, no more huge t.v., no more pool table, no more internet(so back to not so frequent updating), but most of all no more jacuzzi bath tub and no more devious plan. Oh well, not my loss.
Well I guess that's it. I get to just sit here and wait to forgive and to be forgiven.
Later Days! (that's for you Jake!)