wanna cry
okay so I got a new cell phone today, and I am syked about it, I mean for the past 7 months i have had to hear about how i flushed my cell phone down the toilet and how i dont have a cell phone and then finally I get a cell phone and I get snapped at about it. . . i mean my gosh piss off if you are going to be a dick about it. .
i really want to go away right now. i mean I am fustrated and just depressed, i almost wanted to die. . some old feelings i didnt want to see or deal with.
went to the mall again 2 malls. . and yeah hated it and made me even more depressed. it being summer all the skinny girls with tans walking around with shorts and skirts and here is big fat grace wearing a dress with her huge arms hanging out and her big chest and her stomach . . its gross. . i hate the way i look. I could have seriously just . . .ugh . . nevermind. . .
i feel like I cant even write on here what I want to say. . although nobody reads it now, still . .i know someone might one day. . and so far i am one screwed up girl
i am out
i really want to go away right now. i mean I am fustrated and just depressed, i almost wanted to die. . some old feelings i didnt want to see or deal with.
went to the mall again 2 malls. . and yeah hated it and made me even more depressed. it being summer all the skinny girls with tans walking around with shorts and skirts and here is big fat grace wearing a dress with her huge arms hanging out and her big chest and her stomach . . its gross. . i hate the way i look. I could have seriously just . . .ugh . . nevermind. . .
i feel like I cant even write on here what I want to say. . although nobody reads it now, still . .i know someone might one day. . and so far i am one screwed up girl
i am out