I really can do it...if I'm still good at it!
I do believe that sometimes love isn't enough. So what if I love him? I don't really need to confess even to the priest of what I feel for him, do I?
Uh! Like, since when did forgetting your feelings for a guy became a talent? Ah! Since I was born?!
I have countless of crushes and some of them....I don't remember their names for crying out loud! And there were guys whom I really fell for...Uh-huh! I cried too because of them...But you know what?...I forgot about my feelings for some of them. Good thing? Nah...I don't think so...I could always get away with it....I did! But now...I'm having doubts already! That Mr. Boo is getting into my nerves! And that Ungentleman guy is beginning to be really nice to me! Even Grapes is getting so close to me! I hate it!
Maybe I don't want to fall in love? Or maybe I don't want to be the first one to fall in love? Yeah, maybe that's it...I don't think I can still take a hold of myself. I want to say something but I'm afraid that if I did, it will be over! I just want to get away from it all...Just let me be...Or maybe not? I don't want my prospect to find out my feelings for him. All I want to happen is the opposite. But I guess I could be daydreaming.
*sigh* I don't know for certain how long can I stand this! But one thing is for sure, I'll never get away with it for the rest of my life!