leaving on a jet plane!
brief hiatus... sorry about that...
im so bored with life right now... i think its the cold, cold weather is so restricting to me... i cant drive my car and open the windows or sunroof because i would freakin freeze to death... i cant go walking after work because i would freakin freeze to death... i cant wear half of the clothes in my closet because i would freakin freeze to death, i cant... okay you get the point... im freakin freezing to death! why was it 43 degrees outside this morning?!?!?! wtf happened to the SUNSHINE state! this is bullsh!t man... NO FAIR! but it made me think twice about trying to cope with the cold weather and move to Chicago which is one of the choices for me and Tim to make our big move in a few years. and definitely since the jennifer hudson thing happened the spotlight on crime rates have been on chicago which i just found out is the crime capital of the US with over 400 homicides already this year... isnt that ridiculous?!?! so crime aside, i liked chicago but i dont wanna raise a family in a place that has such crazy things going on there... which yes i know happens in every city but why move to a place where i KNOW its bad... lol i know theres good an bad parts of the city of brotherly love (that is chicago right?) but yeah... so i think im sticking to texas, cali, and recently ive been thinking a lot about arizona but idk... i just want something different... who do you know that lives in AZ? hahaha! that would be a completely different lifestyle and i love change so that would be just fine with me... as for tim, he's made it quite clear that he wants to live somewhere that has all four seasons during the year... does anyone know of any places on the west coast that has all 4 seasons? im so stuck on california that i feel like i have to get him to love it because i feel like im destined to be there one day... who knows... i LOVE LA but its too crowded unless we can live in an outer city around there... but I also love San Diego and San Francisco... My solution is to go visit all the cities we want to potentially live in before the next five years and then pick one and just do it :) lol i dont know how realistic that is but tim always tells me that i live in a fantasy world so hey, it doesnt hurt to dream... i might start planning a trip or two for the next year or so today... who knows... anyway... im kind of rambling but these thoughts are running through my mind so i might as well put em to good use...
theres not a lot of people who still use livejournal but im still here because its the longest diary ive ever kept an i dont wanna try and transfer everything to a new hotspot when another hotspot will come along soon and everyone will abandon that one... i dont mind not keeping up with the joneses lol :)