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NOT MUCH 2 SAY I JUST REALLY MISS TIFF..THAT IS ALL...IT SUX I DONT WANT TO HURT BEN..I MEAN I ALREADY LEFT HIM TWICE TO BE WIT TIFF...AND I DONT WANT TO HURT HIM..I MEAN I KNOW 4 SURE THAT I LOVE TIFF.THERES NUTTIN THERE 4 BEN..I LOVEIM BUT AS A FRIEND...THE ONLY REASON Y IM STILL WITH HIM IS BC OF THE PETS..AND TO SEE IF I CAN GET PREGANT..BUT WELL I REALLY DONT SEE THAT HAPPENIN AT ALL CONSIDERIN THE FACT THAT HAVING SEX WIT HIM GROSSES ME OUT NOWADAYS...YUCK..NEVA THOUGHT ID GET SICK OF HAVIN SEX WITH A MAN...WISH I WUD OF FOUND OUT SOONER THAT I WAS A LESBO...TIFF SAID THAT SHE WUD WAIT 4 ME..BUT I DONT KNOW..I WANT HER TO BUT I DONT..IF THAT MAKES ANY SENSE.ID BE WIT HER NOW WIT HER BOYS,BUT I DECIDED TO STAY.STUPID ME I MISS HER AND PRETENDIN TO B HAPPY AND IN LOVE WITH BEN IS DRIVING ME CRAZY.BUT I PROMISED HIM DAT I WUD NEVER LEAVE HIM AGAIN..UMM YEAH I KNOW PROMISES CAN BE BROKEN BUT HES SUCH A GOOD MAN WEN HES NOT DRUNK,OR YELLIN AT ME OR CALLIN ME STUPID OR TREATIN ME LIKE HIS 5 YR OLD DAUGHTER INSTEAD OF HIS GF..OK Y AM I WITH HIM AGAIN.WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.I NEED TO LEAVE HIM AND GO MOVE BACK TO FLORIDA TO BE WIT TIFF...IMA DUMB ASS FOR COMIN BACK TO AZ KNOWIN THAT IT WASNT GOIN TO WORK.AND DAT ID END UP MOVIN BACK TO FLORIDA TO BE WIT TIFF...I JUST WISH BEN WUD WAKE UP AND REALIZE DAT I DONT LOVE HIM THE WAY THAT HE LOVES ME.AND I NEVER WILL EITHER..NOW THAT I KNOW WHO I AM AND WHAT I AM.I AM A LESBIAN...HA WOW ONLY 3 PPL KNOW TIFF,THERESA AND DJ....I JUST WANT TO COME OUT ALREADY..I HATE HIDIN AND PRETENDIN TO BE SOMEONE IM NOT..I NEED TO CALL TIFF I MISS HER...LATERS