Apr 29, 2010 09:11
I'm the one people come to for help. They come to me for advice. They come to me for healing. I'm always willing to help in whatever way I can.
When I have a problem, I complain about it, here usually, to get the negative out of my head so I can refocus my energy on the solution at hand. I rarely ask for outside help.
I am asking...almost to the point of begging...for help. I need all the positive energies I can get to turn our current financial and health situations around.
I had an asthma attack yesterday that sent me to the ER via ambulance. They are getting worse for me, and I need to get this under control again. On the way home from the ER, the transmission let go in My Love's van. It is not worth fixing. We have no savings. We are unable to pay our bills consistently each month. We go a month between food shopping trips, and when we go we have to keep it as close to $60 as possible.
We both pay child support. His child support is 50% of his bi-weekly pay. Mine is not quite as much, but it's about 25%. We can't afford to move. Having only one car means that I will be working 11 hours a day, five days a week. It also means that I will have to stop going to therapy, and may not be able to get to my allergy shots weekly.
Please, if you can, send as much positive energy our way. We need help.