you are too young to put all your hopes in just one envelope

[gracetrash]

All of UofL's classes were cancelled today.
So I slept in for the first time in forever.
Getting ready to get up and study
and then have lunch.

so a letter to all the gods:
I know I've disappointed you a lot
but lately you've disappointed me too.
I don't know if you're up
there
laughing
hysterically
at the cruel joke you're playing on me
but I don't think it's funny anymore.
Nor did I ever find it humerous.
You are punishing me and I accept this.
but please,
can you let a series of good things happen to me,
please?