Feb 04, 2005 22:31
I hate life.
i hate that i cant get out of this piece of shit hole.
i hate that i cant be with YOU.
i hate that im still treated like a child.
i hate that ive got no where to go.
i hate that i cant have YOU by my side when i want YOU to be.
i hate that i cant hold YOU or have YOU hold me.
i hate that im an "alcoholic, drug addicted slut".
i hate that i have nothing.
i hate life.
I'm heartbroken, in pain, depressed, angry, sad, hurt, sick, tired.
i just want it all to leave. everything and everyone.
wouldnt it be great to just start a brand new life. somewhere far away, where no one knows you or knows of you? where you can start everything over again, without a care in the world. i wish i could do that. and i'd take one person with me. the one and only person who can make me happy right now.
i miss you, i need you, i want you, I LOVE YOU!