yeah.

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Suuuuuuu. I really don't know if I still want to go to college. College applications are stressful and essays take forever but that's not really why. I feel like I just want to be able to get a house, write and create my little butt off and then sell whatever I end up with. I'd need a job though and I just don't think I can get the financial support I need from a regular job. So as it stands I need to got to college. Either way though I'd end up doing exactly the same thing as if I never went there. It'd just be slower if I didn't. It's not a good attitude to take on this, I know but...I don't know. Maybe it's because I'm not sure what to expect when I get there. If I get into anywhere though I'd like it to be Nazareth or Niagara University. They both have good english and art programs. Nazareth is close to MCC so that'll be good for Rachel and my housing situation. Oh if you didn't know my friend Rachel and I plan to move in together for college and she's going to MCC for her first 2 years. If I end up going to Niagara then I'll be close to my old church so I'll have a place to go on Sundays (maybe) and I'll see Eli alot more - who is talking to me again XDXD - which means more often than never. Plus I'll be close to a bunch of my other friends. Unfortunately further away from alot you who read my journal but I'll still see you anyway. I know I will.


You Are Christmas

More than most people, you are able to find magic in life's small moments.
Traditions mean a you, and you tend to be quite nostalgic.
You are a giving, kind person who really understands the true meaning of holidays.
You inspire others to be as altruistic and caring as you are.

What makes you celebrate: Tradition and a generous spirit

At holiday get togethers, you do best as: The storyteller. You like to recount memories with everyone.

On a holiday, you're the one most likely to: Give a gift to everyone you know
What Holiday Are You?