A big break down today!
A bad day was had by me today! I thought it would have been over once I got out of classes and headed to work. It just seemed to get worse when I got to work. I ended about cry at work. Which does bowd well. Everyone wanted to know what was going on and I didn't want to talk. I had a little freak out because I didn't know if I afford to pay for my summer classes that I needed to take to graduate. And thought I would have to get a second job for a little while and not be able to do any volenteering for the Girl Scouts. I figured out that I could get a regular loan via Citizens bank so I will apply for one tomorrow. Aaaahhh.... So I did some major crying today a little listening to angry music and a little self loathing. I am feeling a little better right now. Anyways I am going to bed now so I can get some sleep because those bags under my eyes are not pretty and I have a wedding I am in on Saturday and I don't want to ruin the pictures :)!