Never Too Late

Apr 27, 2009 17:46

I don't wanna let go of that feeling.
The feeling of Wilson's arms wrapped loveingly around me.
The feeling of his fingers combing through my hair comfertingly.
The feeling of his warm breath on the back of my neck sends shivers down my spine.
Yet, I was so willing to trade it all for the pain to go away.
I had done it again.
Tried to end my life.
I had been playing with that flip knife for a couple of days.
Wilson had watched me closely, demanding to see my arms every few hours.
But, he never found any cuts.
Just the old white scars that laced up and down my arms.
Then, the second night, I was alone in my office.
Click!
Flick!
Click!
Flick!
Were the noise's the knife made as I pressed the button then pushed the blade back down.
I sat doing this for what seemed like forever, but was really only a few minutes.
Finally, I shook my head to clear my mind.
I looked across the room and an outlit met my gaze.
I stood up, leaving my cane next to the desk, and limped heavily to the wall.
I had the flip knife open, and pointed it at the outlit, and after a moment of hesatation, I shoved it in.
I blinked my eyes open weakly, My hand was killing me so I looked down.
Burned.
I was laying in a hospital bed and Wilson was standing at the foot of the bed, worry clouding his brown eyes.
I took one look at Wilson and three words I had never said to him tumbled from my mouth.
"I love you" I rasped.
Wilson was a bit taken aback from these unexpected words, but he came around to the side of the bed and wrapped his arms around me, pulling me foward so my head was resting on his shoulder.
Wilson reached his hand up and ran his fingers threw my hair.
"It'll be allright." Wilson breathed into my ear.
"I want to die." I whispered back.
"Just stay alive for me House." Wilson choked out, on the verge of crying.
"Its too late." I replyed hollowly.
"It's never too late." Wilson said, willing back the tears that stung his eyes.
He did'nt want to cry in front of House.
He needed to stay strong.
For both of them.

All done! I got this from "Never Too Late by Three Days Grace" Check it out!!! Great song!
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suicide, three days grace, house md, wilson, songfic, love

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