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just asked my dad why hes been ignoring me again...he told me he hates me and my mum, that our fighting is making him go insane, that its gotten so bad lately that if we dont sort out our problems im going to end up hating mum which i already do....i went upstairs to talk to my mum about this-because it really is something serious and its tearing dad and cal apart...she was like lying in bed coz they had all been out drinking- (shes a fuckin alcoholic) -she wouldnt alk about anything and kept repearting whats happened, this is because you want to go out tomorrow isnt it...then she put the covers over her ears to ignore me some more
iv been brying for about 4 hours straight now because i've really torn apart this family and iv really hurt dad, i cant do this with mum anymore-every day since around april we've been fighting...every fucking day! this has to stop
I CANT WAIT TO GET OUT OF THIS FUCKING HOUSE TOMORROW!!!!
I HATE THIS FAMILY-im so happy my granparents are here coz atleast mum tries to hold of the yelling!!!
I CANT WAIT TO GO TO UNI
oh yeah my dad said he was gona basically ignore me for the rest of the time that im here..."its only a few weeks"
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