A side note of wonderment....
You know, I was just thinking. I wonder what my moms reaction would be if she were to stumble across or be presented this journal to read? I wonder if she would even do so with an open mind. If she would take the time and opportunity to take a glimpse into how I see life and how things come across to me, or discard it. My guess is that she would probably yell at me for writing here at all, and then yell even more because of the content, might do her some good though. if she could come forth with an open mind and not the constant judging mind that she has for the world. She might even realize how things come across to me. Though if that were to ever happen, it would have to be someone else that showed it to her. If I tried she would just throw up her guards and any constructive conversations or learning experiences that could come of this would go down the drain. She would just accuse me of attacking and broadcasting untrue negativity to the world. Neither of which is true.