shoelaces...
How do you tell someone that you love that you cannot be what they want you to be? That as attractive as they make it sound it is not something you want or have come to realize you ever wanted? How do you tell someone you love that what you want in life is so far below what they want for you, but that you feel that it is how you will be happy? How do you convince yourself that it is ok to so disappoint someone you love? Is it right to put that pressure on them? What about the pressure on me? "You are thinking about what you want, not what you need to be thinking about." Isn't that what life is about? You make life what you want? Otherwise what is the point?
Where did the poetry go? Life was so crazy for so long that I think I embraced all the was stable...to the point that I am boring? Where did the poetry and art go? Something I have just grown out of? I want to go backwards...maybe I can bring my backwards forwards...how do you get it back? How do you find yourself again?
Where did the poetry go? Life was so crazy for so long that I think I embraced all the was stable...to the point that I am boring? Where did the poetry and art go? Something I have just grown out of? I want to go backwards...maybe I can bring my backwards forwards...how do you get it back? How do you find yourself again?