My inspiration to lose weight at ALL cost
I was talking to my boyfriend on the phone at about 1:30am as usual the other night. We both a little bit of insomnia, so we like talking to each other until were about asleep.
Our conversation was going quite well.............................................until he started talking about his x-girlfriend.
Here's a lil back flash on his past:
She wasn't even his true girlfriend. He (and her) just wanted to date, but couldn't due to personal reasons. Before they were able to get it all sorted out and such she and her family moved away. After that they never sow each other again. That was THREE YEARS AGO!!!
Ok, now back to the present:
We were on the phone and he was just going on & on & on about how beautiful she was, how great her personality was, how much he could relate to her, blah, blah, blah............................Then he stoped.
Now during his "speach" I had been crying a little because he does'nt think this way about me, And I'm His Girlfriend! The person he gave his first kiss to, the one whom he has touched. He never touched her. He only hugged her, ocationaly.
So he finaly took notice to me crying, and said "whats rong"?
So I said in a verry polite calm manner," David, do you want to date her"?
"I don't know" he said "If I can find her and she's not dating her boyfriend any more then, yah, mayby".
There's a long unplesent silence on the phone, then he says "did I say something rong"?
About 10 seconds passed, and I said "I just asked you if you wanted to date her, you said 'Idon't know', while you're dating me".
He said "O. sorry. " And that was about it. He did say he would'nt bring her up again so he wouldnt make me 'jelous'.
Last night I was talking to him again...................He said he preferd skinny girls over curvy once, and i'm curvy.
So now I know that this could just be all my fault, becuse i'm so fucking fat. I understand why he would chose a thin beautiful girl over me.
but did he realy have to hurt me? I'm going to work out long and hard until im thin and he wants me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHATS THE FASTEST DIET TO LOSE WEIGHT?
DOES ANYONE KNOW ANY TIPS ON HOW TO LAST A MONTH WITH OUT EATING?
PLEASE HELP!!!!!