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Well since everyone else is doing the whole "sum up the year" thing, I feel bad not doing one, so I shall. But first of all, happy New Year's to everyone.
New Years rocked. And I thank all the people who wasted money on me to make me happy. I love the electric violin. Thank you thank you thank you. Best early birthday present of my life. And I mean that. And actually I thank all my friends, you know who you are....just for being friends.
Oh btw so I watched the episode of CSI where Nick is buried alive, not to mention being devoured by ants. I have decided I never ever want that to happen. Ever. I would have definately shot myself if I were in his position. I feel like Poe now, with his whole paranoia for that if you know what I'm talking about. Poe is a good author....
I feel like nothing really special has happened. I'm sure something has but I just have a bad recall memory if you know what I mean. I met a couple new people, but with most I didn't catch on so fast as great friends or anything, merely acquaintances, and I don't talk much to acquaintances, not that they are bad people. I just don't. This year has gone by relatively fast, considering there's only 2.5 more years until everything will change. And then everyone will be spread around the US in institutions of higher education. That is, if they don't want to be homeless. Well I suppose a few will join a rock band and make it big...but whatever.
Because we aren't remembered for our awards, personality, body, emotions, friends, humanity. It's either good or bad. MLK or Hitler. Greenpeace or nuclear bombs. So for people in between with no motivation, aspirations or real dreams *such as myself*, education, sadly, is the only route. So I'm basically acknowledging that I am committing myself to the loony bin eventually...oh well....