mellinium countdown, stolen from Erin
2000: was in HS, was awkward, and skinny. and short.
2001: was in HS, was awkward, and skinny. and tall.
2002: dropped out of HS. was miserable. suffered from the worst of my OCD tendencies and social anxiety. starved and cut myself constantly.
2003: went to boston, had an amazing experience, got into the most emotionally damaging relationship ever. got out of said relationship. got a job a J House and HFV, worked a lot.
2004: Moved out at the beginning of the year. worked a lot. was in the one relationship where someone physically hurt me. got out of said relationship. started dating my token "i was young and dumb" boyfriend. what a loser. went through a few traumatizing experiences, including the only car wreck i have ever been in. at the end of the year, moved into the most amazing house ever.
2005: finally dumped the lameass, lost the most amazing house ever. started dating a guy that treated me really well. started school, fucked up school, got into drugs. i looked into the abyss that she jumped into. almost ODed. quit drugs christmas eve. lost a friend over it.
2006: Moved in with Terry. was very clean. moved in with guy that was really good to me. did a hell of a lot better at school. started working at Payless video. got my bucket of bolts. (thanks dad)
2007: started working at the school in carrollton, quit working at Payless. quit working at the school in carrollton. turned 21, took a lot of summer classes, didnt work. The kids moved in with us, i took care of them. school started and i just about lost my mind.
2008: Went to Spain, blew my mind. started working at the Boiler Room. lost my damn mind. broke up with the guy that treated me better than anyone else ever did. lost my mind some more. found it for about 5 min then the drinking and pills led me to misplace it again. probably fucked up school. spend most of my time babysitting grown men and worrying about others before myself. trying to find where i put my mind. reach out and am turned away.
so, fuck it all, ill drink to that! i dont need or want any of it!
fuck a whole lot of this! typing up the most memorable things over my life since 2000=really depressing.
2001: was in HS, was awkward, and skinny. and tall.
2002: dropped out of HS. was miserable. suffered from the worst of my OCD tendencies and social anxiety. starved and cut myself constantly.
2003: went to boston, had an amazing experience, got into the most emotionally damaging relationship ever. got out of said relationship. got a job a J House and HFV, worked a lot.
2004: Moved out at the beginning of the year. worked a lot. was in the one relationship where someone physically hurt me. got out of said relationship. started dating my token "i was young and dumb" boyfriend. what a loser. went through a few traumatizing experiences, including the only car wreck i have ever been in. at the end of the year, moved into the most amazing house ever.
2005: finally dumped the lameass, lost the most amazing house ever. started dating a guy that treated me really well. started school, fucked up school, got into drugs. i looked into the abyss that she jumped into. almost ODed. quit drugs christmas eve. lost a friend over it.
2006: Moved in with Terry. was very clean. moved in with guy that was really good to me. did a hell of a lot better at school. started working at Payless video. got my bucket of bolts. (thanks dad)
2007: started working at the school in carrollton, quit working at Payless. quit working at the school in carrollton. turned 21, took a lot of summer classes, didnt work. The kids moved in with us, i took care of them. school started and i just about lost my mind.
2008: Went to Spain, blew my mind. started working at the Boiler Room. lost my damn mind. broke up with the guy that treated me better than anyone else ever did. lost my mind some more. found it for about 5 min then the drinking and pills led me to misplace it again. probably fucked up school. spend most of my time babysitting grown men and worrying about others before myself. trying to find where i put my mind. reach out and am turned away.
so, fuck it all, ill drink to that! i dont need or want any of it!
fuck a whole lot of this! typing up the most memorable things over my life since 2000=really depressing.