hot blond friend part 3 (last)
What was the point of a one-night stand if you fell in love with the beautiful blond?
f.t island -- Jonghun/Jaejin; nc-17
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The sudden pressure on the stage eased with Jonghun coming out to the stage. The applause people showered him with made Jaejin smile. He was obviously loved by his little audience. The night began with a slow piece played on the keyboard by Jonghun. Jaejin recognized it to be a Yurima piece, called “kiss the rain”.
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“Hey, you practice this a lot too…”
“I know. It’s because it’s Jonghun’s favorite piece.” Seunghyun whispered back, his eyes glued to the performer. It made Minhwan step on Seunghyun’s foot, his jealousy evident. Seunghyun winced but didn’t talk back.
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Jaejin was immersed into the sound, Jonghun’s face was so serious while playing showing no emotions -if that was his intention of having a stoic face, it didn’t work because the piece reflected upon the player, making his face twist into an expression of slightly seen delight. Obviously, Jonghun enjoyed playing the keyboard.
It would sound more brilliant on a grand piano, something that would be fitting for him. Jaejin noted but before he finished that idea, Jonghun paused and stood up from his chair.
A man was quick to hand Jonghun an electronic guitar, one that was wireless and black. Jonghun held the instrument carefully before throwing the strap around him and he began to play a very distinguished tone. Jaejin chose to discern the melody with his eyes closed, unaware of the pair of black orbs stealing glances at him.
He came, Jonghun’s heart thundered in his chest. This has been the most intensifying performance in his life, because Jaejin stood in the second row of people, his eyes closed and listening to him. As of a matter of some sad fate, Jonghun closed his eyes and played with his instinct, the instinct that made him love the guitar ever since he was a young kid. Hazelnut warm eyes settled on the squirming guitarist, his face twisted with the complication of his song, making everyone speechless with amazement.
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“Hey! That was awesome!” Hongki was first to tackle the boy into a hug.
“Thanks.” He murmured. He swapped a hand over his forehead, finding it a bit slick with sweat.
“What’s wrong? Were you that nervous?” Hongki handed him a tissue and Jonghun mouthed a quick thank you.
“No, I just… got a tad too excited.” He smiled but his eyes wandered into the crowds watching the next performers. He barely caught any blond hair. Has he left already? No way, it’s only been 2 minutes since I left the stage.
“Are you looking for the geek?” Hongki asked by his side, his tone amused. Jonghun’s head snapped toward his friend and shook his head in dismiss.
“Liar, I can see you know, and he’s by the bar. Let’s go he brought some friends.” and I think you will like how Mr. Blond goat looks, Hongki added with an evil laugh in his mind.
They closed up at the three boys sitting by the bar. Jaejin sipped on his beer -not wanting to end up drunk if he was to agree with Jonghun while Seunghyun and Minhwan kept on flirting outrageously.
“Stupid couples ruining my night with flirting” He muttered when Seunghyun began to slide a hand on Minhwan’s thigh. It was then that Hongki and Jonghun came closer. The club seemed to get less spacious as before as more people joined at nine pm.
“How did you two get in here?” Hongki smirked, obviously badgering Minhwan about being so short, he would get mistaken as a thirteen years old. Jonghun was quick to recognize his number one fan, Seunghyun. He knew Minhwan too because of the obsessive fan.
“Oppa~” Seunghyun singsong voice rang through Jonghun’s ears even before a hand slipped around his arm.
“I see Seunghyun is as flirty as ever” Jonghun chuckled a bit when Seunghyun batted his eyelashes at him. “Minhwan do a better job at zoo keeping.” Hongki nudged Minhwan towards his taller friend and Seunghyun channeled from Jonghun to Minhwan, but he hugged Minhwan’s face instead of his arm.
It seemed like forever before Jonghun noticed him-but Jonghun never disregarded him to begin with. Jaejin fidgeted under the eyes. Ahhhh, I knew I shouldn’t let Hongki do this to me. He thought while Jonghun seemed to be staring at him openly. He tugged on the tank top he wore, slightly a darker shade of blue while his black jeans were tight around his lower half. Jaejin was lanky and perhaps too skinny. However, ever since he got into college and his body had grown into a man’s body. His arms were reshaped into strong muscled, but they were still small compared to Hongki’s arms. That was partly the reason Hongki insisted on taking him weight lifting couple weeks ago, even before he had sex with Jonghun which helped him get his body under a strict diet by the work out trainer.
Thankful for the deep grey cardigan he wore to keep his bones from freezing however warm the club was. “Uhm, nice performance” Jaejin complimented. Jonghun’s eyes lazily blinked and nodded. The air began to thicken around them, Jaejin felt a dangerous intuition of being watched and probably his intuition was correct -everyone had their eyes on him.
“Jonghun-ah!” a loud voice called over, breaking the tension immediately. Jaejin sighed and tuned around to see who had rescued him.
“Oh, Wonbin-ah you’re here?” Jonghun turned his attention to the incoming addition.
“Of course, I wouldn’t miss your performance at all!” out of nowhere, Wonbin tackled Jonghun, hugging him quite tightly. Jonghun hugged him back with a friendly smile. However he didn’t see it when Wonbin pulled back from the hug and landed a big kiss on Jonghun’s mouth.
“Amazing, you were outstanding!” the boy showered Jonghun with compliments, which made Jonghun’s gaze widen. It didn’t reflect that good, the kiss Wonbin implanted had everyone gaping in awe, except Jaejin. The blond stood in shock true, but he kept his face very stern and unfazed.
“Wonbin-ah, don’t kiss me too easily.” Jonghun spoke calmly, obviously not joking. It didn’t seem like Wonbin misunderstood it either.
“I know that, but I just felt like kissing you.” The brown-haired man smiled, backing off Jonghun and paid more attention to the people around them. “Oh, it’s Hongki.” He warmly greeted Hongki but the latter refused to get a hug, obviously too dreading being kissed like poor Jonghun. Besides, they all seemed to warily notice how stiff Jaejin turned.
“Jaejin-ah…” Minhwan was the first to advance towards the blond friend but Jaejin merely shrugged away and plastered a smile.
“Let’s get drinks for everyone. Bartender, give us a round of vodka, no ice.” He shouted over and the man behind the counter nodded immediately at the order.
“It’ll be on me, but Minhwan nothing for you, you’re too weak.” His smile withered when he saw everyone looking at him, pitiful and weak -that’s how their eyes described him. Without wasting a second standing there, Jaejin gulped down his shot when the bartender prepared it. No one moved to stop Jaejin from drowning himself in three more shots.
“Yah, you can’t have all the fun.” Hongki hurried to snatch the fifth shot. Jaejin hazily stared at Hongki, a blank expression on his face.
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“Are you okay?” Jonghun followed the blond through the streets of the area outside the club. Jaejin didn’t look like he knew where to go, and he declined any of his friends taking him home. Jonghun would have been more than happy to say goodnight and take him but Jaejin ignored him all night long.
“Go back, why are you following me? I told you I am fine.” Jaejin slurred. His steps slower than Jonghun’s but he kept himself standing. Though, his head pounded with pain and sooner than he hoped for, his vision swam. His contact lenses bothered him and he felt like he was choked with his clothes.
“Come with me.” Impatient with Jaejin’s stubbornness, Jonghun dragged him off the dark alley he almost lost himself in.
“Leave me!” Jaejin shook his hands off him, though he was eighty-percent not himself, he didn’t feel like giving up yet. He had been putting on a show the entire evening, it would be sad of his part to yield to Jonghun’s coaxing words.
“Jaejin-ah, you’re obviously drunk. Just let me help you.” The hand that wrapped around his arm was much gentler than before. Out of misfortune and the lack of any said concentration, Jaejin slipped on his own feet and almost fell if it wasn’t for Jonghun.
Jaejin felt a strong lift and he was on Jonghun’s shoulder. He wobbled, still not sure how the earth became further away. His hands wrapped around Jonghun’s head as Jonghun walked the blond effortlessly. “Uhm… take me down…?” Jaejin didn’t know either he wanted to go down or stay up there, he just felt confused. Jonghun smirked at the blond and kept on walking toward Hongki’s car -he handed him his car keys when Jaejin proved to be unable to keep his head straight.
“Let’s get you inside.” He mumbled as he flung open the back seat, finding it too dangerous to keep him in the front. Jaejin fell over the seat calmly, his eyes closed and obviously taking a nap. “Just, don’t vomit. Hongki will kill me if you do.” Jonghun spoke to the hair of blond, brushing a comforting hand on the short strands.
‘He cut his hair,’ he thought, he noticed it from the stage but he didn’t want to break his focus and kept his head into the performance. The engine purred in the car, buckling his seatbelt, Jonghun drove away. He didn’t drink one glass of beer or alcohol all night long, but his head was still light from being so tense over this night.
Midway back to his apartment, Jonghun heard the shuffle of clothes and Jaejin’s breath was quick to lie on his neck. The boy groaned into the seat, obviously nursing his headache. “Are you okay?” Jonghun spoke, while he glanced at Jaejin through the car mirror. Although baffled and cranky, Jaejin merely nodded as he rested his head on the side of Jonghun’s seat, his breath was deep and calm.
The silent dragged between them, slightly unsettling. Jonghun kept on observing Jaejin, just in case, but he found no evident of him getting sick anytime soon. It was a short drive and they finally halted. Jaejin was first to talk, “Why are we here?” he recognized Jonghun’s apartment building. He glanced back at Jonghun and saw the concern in Jonghun’s eyes through the mirror.
Instead of waiting for Jonghun’s answer, Jaejin opened the door of the black seat and wobbled out of it. Jonghun was quick behind him, stopping him from taking a turn and going back into the street.
“Where are you going? Just stay over, you’re too drunk to be alone.” He flung his hand toward Jaejin’s arm but the boy shook him off.
“I am not alone! I can handle myself.” He muttered, too sharp to be considered drunk but Jonghun shrugged it off -Jaejin must be groggy from the headache, that’s all. He convinced himself.
“Just stay here with me,” sounding very unlike him, Jonghun stared blankly as Jaejin snapped into his direction. Although they were few feet apart, but Jaejin’s glare seemed to pierce through him.
“Last time I stayed with you drunk, we had sex! Will you let me into your bed this time too?” The question took Jonghun by surprise; sure he expected a snap but to be asked to have sex with him?
“Jaejin-ah, are you listening to yourself? Just… just stay, ok? I won’t try to do anything, I promise.” He offered, not sure what to say. What a helpless situation. He thought.
“That’s not what I asked for.” He sounded clearly disappointed but Jaejin turned around and walked toward Jonghun, it didn’t look like the brunette could ask any question. Though he passed him by, after few steps away, “Aren’t you coming? It’s cold.” He added. Jonghun hurried by him side and they walked to the apartment in total silence.
A feel of déjà vu folded upon them when they entered the place. Jaejin thanked god the lights were off because he knew he was blushing into a red flaring color. Jonghun didn’t think much of it and proceeded to take off his shoes.
“Do you need help?” he looked over Jaejin but the blond shrugged, already in his socks. “Wait here, I’ll get you some blankets and pillows.” Jonghun disappeared into the bedroom and was out in a matter of minutes. Jaejin allowed himself to open one of the light bulbs dangling over the couch -now turned into a comfortable thanks to Jonghun. He sat there, hurrying to take off his cardigan, too bothered to stay in the restraining clothes. Jonghun was spreading the sheet over the couch when he heard the buckle of Jaejin’s belt open followed by unzipping and finally Jaejin stood there brushing slow fingers in his short blond hair, in nothing but his boxers and light tank top. As if it all seemed too natural, Jaejin stretched his lean body over the half done bed and rested his head over the thrown pillow. Jonghun stood there, unable to peel his eyes off the scene. As if Jaejin just gave him an invitation to devour him, without even knowing. It seemed that the more seconds passing on him while he stood there baffled, the invitation expired.
He gave a soft sigh and draped the blanket in his hand over Jaejin. The boy obviously needed the sleep.
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Their next encounter at the morning resembled their first morning after sex extremely well. Including Jaejin wrapping a blanket around him, barely hiding his nakedness with shame, and Jonghun admired the boy’s behind, again. This time however, Jaejin ended up on the kitchen counter, ravishing food in his naked glory.
“You made breakfast… good.” Jaejin moaned into the toast, too hungry to think. He had tied the blankets around his waist, and careless about his chest exposed.
His voice as soft as always, murmured into the air, “Have some of this too.” Jonghun placed a cup of something, Jaejin looked skeptically at it.
“It’s for your hangover.” He excused himself before heading to his bedroom. Coming back, he placed the change of clothes. -ah last time too, he borrowed my clothes; he mused over the fact and decided to bring it up.
“How come you’re naked?” he sat back next to Jaejin, his tone quite the amused one.
“I have a habit of stripping when sleeping.” Nonchalantly, he talked after swallowing his bite. He noticed Jonghun’s gaze settling on him. As if forgetting last night or anything else happened. Jaejin smirked, “see anything you like.” He dropped the half eaten toast, wiping the side of his mouth with his thumb.
“Strangely, no, I’m not into toddlers.” Jonghun played along, Jaejin was letting go of whatever stopped them from being friendly.
“And who are you calling a toddler?” Jaejin’s hand slowly rose to touch Jonghun’s thigh, his eyes suggestive as he rubbed a loving palm to Jonghun’s inner thigh. No one said a thing as Jaejin kissed him. Jonghun held his breath as he kissed back. It seemed as if their bodies stopped except for their mouths. Moving to straddle Jonghun’s legs, Jaejin paid so little attention to the sheets unknotting and falling. Jonghun growled as Jaejin’s naked front grounds his erection.
Fingers curl around Jaejin’s arm, forcing the blond to stop sucking his face. Jaejin moaned into Jonghun’s mouth as fingers teased his nipple. A harsh intake of breath was heard as Jonghun enclosed his mouth on Jaejin’s chest, suckling on the skin delightfully.
“Ahhhh not so harsh-uhhh ummm” Jaejin’s murmurs buried into Jonghun’s neck, as his hands fell to his sides.
A loud cough stopped Jonghun from taking another dip at Jaejin’s nipple, and it clearly wasn’t Jaejin. Jonghun twirled around, meeting three of his friends. Out of shock, he dropped Jaejin; the naked boy -also shocked- fell into the floor and hurried to snatch the sheet to cover up his boner.
“I told you it went well.” Hongki deadpanned, and received three bills of what seemed like 1000W from Wonbin.
“What are you doing here?!” Jonghun helped Jaejin on his feet and fastened his hands on Jaejin’s to make sure he won’t get exposed further more.
“Oh, we’re just here to check on Jaejin.” Minhwan walked through the kitchen, immediately picking some food.
“Hey, I’m here!” Seunghyun came in the kitchen and gasped. “Jaejin is naked! Oh my god! He’s erected too!” it seems like Seunghyun’s shout brought everyone’s eyes to Jaejin’s middle. Quick with his reactions, Jonghun stood before Jaejin.
“Get out! All of you get out!” the complied to his sudden order.
“Rude” Wonbin muttered while dragging away Hongki.
“I’m sorry; I should have taken Hongki’s key long ago.”
“He has a key to your place?” Jaejin picked up himself together and walked toward the bedroom. It was a big convenient that you could walk straight into the kitchen from the bedroom and from the bedroom to the living room as well. Jonghun eyed Jaejin skeptically, but it seems like Jaejin really wanted an answer.
“Yeah, he got it long ago just in case.”
“I see,” Jaejin nodded but he didn’t seem to understand much. He turned around to face the bedroom, still confused over his nakedness. “Ugh, where are my clothes.” He mumbled.
“Jonghun, we found Jaejin’s clothes on the couch. Did you have sex here or can we sit there?”
“Don’t touch anything and evacuate the apartment!” Jonghun yelled, although his voice was usually very calm and composed, his loud voice didn’t seem much different. He turned to Jaejin, the blond crossed long arms over his chest, still eyeing the bed. “You can borrow something from me.”
“And am I supposed to be dressed in your clothes every time I leave this place?”
“Or you can stay here and be naked.” Back to their flirtatious mood, Jonghun pulled Jaejin by the sheet and they were again kissing with the same heat as ever. This time, the door was locked and nothing could stop them.
“I don’t think we should have done it five times.” As he laid back his sexually relieved body on his back, Jonghun spoke to the wheezing blond.
“That’s not what you said on the third time.” Jaejin barely kept his chest from rising and falling, he spoke with total hoarseness in his voice.
“Are you okay?” Jonghun turns around, resting his head on his palm. Jaejin turned to him and smiles.
“Nope, I’m not okay.” He raised his head and rested it on Jonghun’s laid out arm. “I want to be your boyfriend, and I won’t be okay until you say yes.” By the look on Jonghun face -which was a shade of uncertainty and wonderment, Jaejin winced as he sat up.
“Are you hesitant?” he asks again when Jonghun doesn’t reply. The boy just lays back and closes his eyes; he shifts around until his head lies in Jaejin’s lap. The blond smiles as his fingers brush soft hair. Mid thought Jaejin leans to plant a soft kiss on Jonghun’s lips, his nose nuzzling Jonghun’s chin.
“Will you leave me if you get sick of me?” Jonghun’s voice cut through the silence, though it was calmer to listen to than their heavy breaths.
“Maybe… Would you want to leave me?”
“I won’t let you leave.” Jonghun got up quickly, grasping Jaejin’s face in his palms. Jaejin took a long breath as he felt himself being watched carefully. He blushed.
“Cheesy, why are you saying such things?” he bothered to even question.
“Because I am not the type to let go of things, if we get sick of each other, we will change, do anything to bring back the spark. I would-“
“How can you like me without knowing further than this surface?” Jaejin cut through Jonghun’s hurried tone. He wanted to make sure Jonghun wasn’t rushing through things just because he was lonely. It would be pathetic and it would hurt them both.
“But isn’t falling in love with the unknown exciting?” Jonghun breathed, finally taking a slow intake of oxygen. He breathed Jaejin’s smell, the beautifully balanced scent of his body, the smell of sex and his colon that reeked of last night.
“You love me?” he sounded baffled, and he was.
“I love you! Yes, I love you. That’s why I can’t stop thinking of you, wishing you would only look at me, feelings happy like a stupid dork when you show up before me, and insanely crazy at the thought of you being with someone else. If that’s not love, I don’t want to know real love.” Again, he rushed through his speech stealing kisses along Jaejin’s jaw and melting the boy to his touch.
“Ugh, what to do with this stupid dork, I guess I love you too.” He whispered, his eyes closed and mouth slightly parted as Jonghun’s mouth drove a moan from his throat by kissing his Adam apple a tad too strong.
Heat started to stew inside Jaejin’s lower stomach; he got dragged by Jonghun’s hands to sit in Jonghun’s lap. He got kissed into oblivion, not feeling anything but the beautiful lips moving against his. His stomach was sticky already but the semen of before dried. He groaned into Jonghun’s mouth when his erection stirred, already hard.
“Dang it, I’m too accustomed to your touches, no man can turn me on like you.” Mid of the extreme mouth watering process of having his chest pressed against sculptured front, he murmured. He knew his restrictions were slowly yielding to this cheese ball he chose as a lover.
“Even better, I don’t want to imagine anyone touching my hot blond.” Jonghun chuckled as Jaejin’s blush deepened.
“Ugh, quit it you big ass.”
“You like my flat ass.” Jonghun laid him back at the bed, showering his chest with butterfly pecks and the occasional tug of teeth. Jaejin gasped as Jonghun’s breath enclosed over his erection. Jonghun looked at him, his lips parted and hair ruffled -that’s how he prefer Jaejin looking like in his bed.
“Uggggggghhhhh-not so deep…” Jaejin barely kept his voice low as Jonghun took him by shock and enclosed his hot mouth over his dick, swallowing his cock in one shot. He withered as he felt the tongue against his length, his knees shooting up but Jonghun kept his thighs from smothering his head using his hands.
Jaejin bucked his hips upwards, wanting to feel eaten whole by the mouth of this beautiful man. Liquid black eyes glared at him, Jonghun didn’t mind being treated roughly, but it was Jaejin’s impatience that bothered him.
“I can’t wait-let me cum.” Jaejin begged, his hands clinching the sheets. Jonghun slid the hard cock out of his mouth, making Jaejin’s eyes water in sadness.
“Turn around.” Without being giving a response, Jonghun flipped Jaejin over, and the blond head was face first in the pillows. Jonghun sat on his thighs so Jaejin couldn’t writhe himself an inch.
“Uggggh” was his only reaction when a full cock was trapped between his butt cheeks. Jonghun gave a low huff, already at his limits and Jaejin’s noise is not helping him resisting coming for long. He gave slow thrusts, and making sure to keep away from Jaejin’s entrance. It was nearly as good as the real penetration, so Jonghun enjoyed it a lot and indulged in it. Soon before they knew it, it all turned into a white shock as they came together.
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Jaejin paused as he entered the apartment. It was alarmingly quiet. He usually heard Jonghun playing the piano on his iPad or his acoustic guitar but there was nothing. He hurried and pushed through the entrance as he held the guitar case dearly. He had planned buying Jonghun his first electric guitar and he didn’t want anything to ruin the surprise. Tomorrow is his birthday, and he just needs everything to go perfectly as he planned in his head.
The reason of the quiet was Jonghun indeed. Instead of busying himself with his music sheets, he lay on the open bed and slept like an infant.
His chest fell and rose as Jaejin walked toward him. He hid the guitar at the storage room, knowing Jonghun doesn’t go looking through there much anyways. He smiled softly as he draped a blanket over the boy. He sat next to Jonghun’s head. He closed his arms around his knees, and watched Jonghun sleep.
The end
f.t island -- Jonghun/Jaejin; nc-17
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The sudden pressure on the stage eased with Jonghun coming out to the stage. The applause people showered him with made Jaejin smile. He was obviously loved by his little audience. The night began with a slow piece played on the keyboard by Jonghun. Jaejin recognized it to be a Yurima piece, called “kiss the rain”.
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“Hey, you practice this a lot too…”
“I know. It’s because it’s Jonghun’s favorite piece.” Seunghyun whispered back, his eyes glued to the performer. It made Minhwan step on Seunghyun’s foot, his jealousy evident. Seunghyun winced but didn’t talk back.
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Jaejin was immersed into the sound, Jonghun’s face was so serious while playing showing no emotions -if that was his intention of having a stoic face, it didn’t work because the piece reflected upon the player, making his face twist into an expression of slightly seen delight. Obviously, Jonghun enjoyed playing the keyboard.
It would sound more brilliant on a grand piano, something that would be fitting for him. Jaejin noted but before he finished that idea, Jonghun paused and stood up from his chair.
A man was quick to hand Jonghun an electronic guitar, one that was wireless and black. Jonghun held the instrument carefully before throwing the strap around him and he began to play a very distinguished tone. Jaejin chose to discern the melody with his eyes closed, unaware of the pair of black orbs stealing glances at him.
He came, Jonghun’s heart thundered in his chest. This has been the most intensifying performance in his life, because Jaejin stood in the second row of people, his eyes closed and listening to him. As of a matter of some sad fate, Jonghun closed his eyes and played with his instinct, the instinct that made him love the guitar ever since he was a young kid. Hazelnut warm eyes settled on the squirming guitarist, his face twisted with the complication of his song, making everyone speechless with amazement.
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“Hey! That was awesome!” Hongki was first to tackle the boy into a hug.
“Thanks.” He murmured. He swapped a hand over his forehead, finding it a bit slick with sweat.
“What’s wrong? Were you that nervous?” Hongki handed him a tissue and Jonghun mouthed a quick thank you.
“No, I just… got a tad too excited.” He smiled but his eyes wandered into the crowds watching the next performers. He barely caught any blond hair. Has he left already? No way, it’s only been 2 minutes since I left the stage.
“Are you looking for the geek?” Hongki asked by his side, his tone amused. Jonghun’s head snapped toward his friend and shook his head in dismiss.
“Liar, I can see you know, and he’s by the bar. Let’s go he brought some friends.” and I think you will like how Mr. Blond goat looks, Hongki added with an evil laugh in his mind.
They closed up at the three boys sitting by the bar. Jaejin sipped on his beer -not wanting to end up drunk if he was to agree with Jonghun while Seunghyun and Minhwan kept on flirting outrageously.
“Stupid couples ruining my night with flirting” He muttered when Seunghyun began to slide a hand on Minhwan’s thigh. It was then that Hongki and Jonghun came closer. The club seemed to get less spacious as before as more people joined at nine pm.
“How did you two get in here?” Hongki smirked, obviously badgering Minhwan about being so short, he would get mistaken as a thirteen years old. Jonghun was quick to recognize his number one fan, Seunghyun. He knew Minhwan too because of the obsessive fan.
“Oppa~” Seunghyun singsong voice rang through Jonghun’s ears even before a hand slipped around his arm.
“I see Seunghyun is as flirty as ever” Jonghun chuckled a bit when Seunghyun batted his eyelashes at him. “Minhwan do a better job at zoo keeping.” Hongki nudged Minhwan towards his taller friend and Seunghyun channeled from Jonghun to Minhwan, but he hugged Minhwan’s face instead of his arm.
It seemed like forever before Jonghun noticed him-but Jonghun never disregarded him to begin with. Jaejin fidgeted under the eyes. Ahhhh, I knew I shouldn’t let Hongki do this to me. He thought while Jonghun seemed to be staring at him openly. He tugged on the tank top he wore, slightly a darker shade of blue while his black jeans were tight around his lower half. Jaejin was lanky and perhaps too skinny. However, ever since he got into college and his body had grown into a man’s body. His arms were reshaped into strong muscled, but they were still small compared to Hongki’s arms. That was partly the reason Hongki insisted on taking him weight lifting couple weeks ago, even before he had sex with Jonghun which helped him get his body under a strict diet by the work out trainer.
Thankful for the deep grey cardigan he wore to keep his bones from freezing however warm the club was. “Uhm, nice performance” Jaejin complimented. Jonghun’s eyes lazily blinked and nodded. The air began to thicken around them, Jaejin felt a dangerous intuition of being watched and probably his intuition was correct -everyone had their eyes on him.
“Jonghun-ah!” a loud voice called over, breaking the tension immediately. Jaejin sighed and tuned around to see who had rescued him.
“Oh, Wonbin-ah you’re here?” Jonghun turned his attention to the incoming addition.
“Of course, I wouldn’t miss your performance at all!” out of nowhere, Wonbin tackled Jonghun, hugging him quite tightly. Jonghun hugged him back with a friendly smile. However he didn’t see it when Wonbin pulled back from the hug and landed a big kiss on Jonghun’s mouth.
“Amazing, you were outstanding!” the boy showered Jonghun with compliments, which made Jonghun’s gaze widen. It didn’t reflect that good, the kiss Wonbin implanted had everyone gaping in awe, except Jaejin. The blond stood in shock true, but he kept his face very stern and unfazed.
“Wonbin-ah, don’t kiss me too easily.” Jonghun spoke calmly, obviously not joking. It didn’t seem like Wonbin misunderstood it either.
“I know that, but I just felt like kissing you.” The brown-haired man smiled, backing off Jonghun and paid more attention to the people around them. “Oh, it’s Hongki.” He warmly greeted Hongki but the latter refused to get a hug, obviously too dreading being kissed like poor Jonghun. Besides, they all seemed to warily notice how stiff Jaejin turned.
“Jaejin-ah…” Minhwan was the first to advance towards the blond friend but Jaejin merely shrugged away and plastered a smile.
“Let’s get drinks for everyone. Bartender, give us a round of vodka, no ice.” He shouted over and the man behind the counter nodded immediately at the order.
“It’ll be on me, but Minhwan nothing for you, you’re too weak.” His smile withered when he saw everyone looking at him, pitiful and weak -that’s how their eyes described him. Without wasting a second standing there, Jaejin gulped down his shot when the bartender prepared it. No one moved to stop Jaejin from drowning himself in three more shots.
“Yah, you can’t have all the fun.” Hongki hurried to snatch the fifth shot. Jaejin hazily stared at Hongki, a blank expression on his face.
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“Are you okay?” Jonghun followed the blond through the streets of the area outside the club. Jaejin didn’t look like he knew where to go, and he declined any of his friends taking him home. Jonghun would have been more than happy to say goodnight and take him but Jaejin ignored him all night long.
“Go back, why are you following me? I told you I am fine.” Jaejin slurred. His steps slower than Jonghun’s but he kept himself standing. Though, his head pounded with pain and sooner than he hoped for, his vision swam. His contact lenses bothered him and he felt like he was choked with his clothes.
“Come with me.” Impatient with Jaejin’s stubbornness, Jonghun dragged him off the dark alley he almost lost himself in.
“Leave me!” Jaejin shook his hands off him, though he was eighty-percent not himself, he didn’t feel like giving up yet. He had been putting on a show the entire evening, it would be sad of his part to yield to Jonghun’s coaxing words.
“Jaejin-ah, you’re obviously drunk. Just let me help you.” The hand that wrapped around his arm was much gentler than before. Out of misfortune and the lack of any said concentration, Jaejin slipped on his own feet and almost fell if it wasn’t for Jonghun.
Jaejin felt a strong lift and he was on Jonghun’s shoulder. He wobbled, still not sure how the earth became further away. His hands wrapped around Jonghun’s head as Jonghun walked the blond effortlessly. “Uhm… take me down…?” Jaejin didn’t know either he wanted to go down or stay up there, he just felt confused. Jonghun smirked at the blond and kept on walking toward Hongki’s car -he handed him his car keys when Jaejin proved to be unable to keep his head straight.
“Let’s get you inside.” He mumbled as he flung open the back seat, finding it too dangerous to keep him in the front. Jaejin fell over the seat calmly, his eyes closed and obviously taking a nap. “Just, don’t vomit. Hongki will kill me if you do.” Jonghun spoke to the hair of blond, brushing a comforting hand on the short strands.
‘He cut his hair,’ he thought, he noticed it from the stage but he didn’t want to break his focus and kept his head into the performance. The engine purred in the car, buckling his seatbelt, Jonghun drove away. He didn’t drink one glass of beer or alcohol all night long, but his head was still light from being so tense over this night.
Midway back to his apartment, Jonghun heard the shuffle of clothes and Jaejin’s breath was quick to lie on his neck. The boy groaned into the seat, obviously nursing his headache. “Are you okay?” Jonghun spoke, while he glanced at Jaejin through the car mirror. Although baffled and cranky, Jaejin merely nodded as he rested his head on the side of Jonghun’s seat, his breath was deep and calm.
The silent dragged between them, slightly unsettling. Jonghun kept on observing Jaejin, just in case, but he found no evident of him getting sick anytime soon. It was a short drive and they finally halted. Jaejin was first to talk, “Why are we here?” he recognized Jonghun’s apartment building. He glanced back at Jonghun and saw the concern in Jonghun’s eyes through the mirror.
Instead of waiting for Jonghun’s answer, Jaejin opened the door of the black seat and wobbled out of it. Jonghun was quick behind him, stopping him from taking a turn and going back into the street.
“Where are you going? Just stay over, you’re too drunk to be alone.” He flung his hand toward Jaejin’s arm but the boy shook him off.
“I am not alone! I can handle myself.” He muttered, too sharp to be considered drunk but Jonghun shrugged it off -Jaejin must be groggy from the headache, that’s all. He convinced himself.
“Just stay here with me,” sounding very unlike him, Jonghun stared blankly as Jaejin snapped into his direction. Although they were few feet apart, but Jaejin’s glare seemed to pierce through him.
“Last time I stayed with you drunk, we had sex! Will you let me into your bed this time too?” The question took Jonghun by surprise; sure he expected a snap but to be asked to have sex with him?
“Jaejin-ah, are you listening to yourself? Just… just stay, ok? I won’t try to do anything, I promise.” He offered, not sure what to say. What a helpless situation. He thought.
“That’s not what I asked for.” He sounded clearly disappointed but Jaejin turned around and walked toward Jonghun, it didn’t look like the brunette could ask any question. Though he passed him by, after few steps away, “Aren’t you coming? It’s cold.” He added. Jonghun hurried by him side and they walked to the apartment in total silence.
A feel of déjà vu folded upon them when they entered the place. Jaejin thanked god the lights were off because he knew he was blushing into a red flaring color. Jonghun didn’t think much of it and proceeded to take off his shoes.
“Do you need help?” he looked over Jaejin but the blond shrugged, already in his socks. “Wait here, I’ll get you some blankets and pillows.” Jonghun disappeared into the bedroom and was out in a matter of minutes. Jaejin allowed himself to open one of the light bulbs dangling over the couch -now turned into a comfortable thanks to Jonghun. He sat there, hurrying to take off his cardigan, too bothered to stay in the restraining clothes. Jonghun was spreading the sheet over the couch when he heard the buckle of Jaejin’s belt open followed by unzipping and finally Jaejin stood there brushing slow fingers in his short blond hair, in nothing but his boxers and light tank top. As if it all seemed too natural, Jaejin stretched his lean body over the half done bed and rested his head over the thrown pillow. Jonghun stood there, unable to peel his eyes off the scene. As if Jaejin just gave him an invitation to devour him, without even knowing. It seemed that the more seconds passing on him while he stood there baffled, the invitation expired.
He gave a soft sigh and draped the blanket in his hand over Jaejin. The boy obviously needed the sleep.
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Their next encounter at the morning resembled their first morning after sex extremely well. Including Jaejin wrapping a blanket around him, barely hiding his nakedness with shame, and Jonghun admired the boy’s behind, again. This time however, Jaejin ended up on the kitchen counter, ravishing food in his naked glory.
“You made breakfast… good.” Jaejin moaned into the toast, too hungry to think. He had tied the blankets around his waist, and careless about his chest exposed.
His voice as soft as always, murmured into the air, “Have some of this too.” Jonghun placed a cup of something, Jaejin looked skeptically at it.
“It’s for your hangover.” He excused himself before heading to his bedroom. Coming back, he placed the change of clothes. -ah last time too, he borrowed my clothes; he mused over the fact and decided to bring it up.
“How come you’re naked?” he sat back next to Jaejin, his tone quite the amused one.
“I have a habit of stripping when sleeping.” Nonchalantly, he talked after swallowing his bite. He noticed Jonghun’s gaze settling on him. As if forgetting last night or anything else happened. Jaejin smirked, “see anything you like.” He dropped the half eaten toast, wiping the side of his mouth with his thumb.
“Strangely, no, I’m not into toddlers.” Jonghun played along, Jaejin was letting go of whatever stopped them from being friendly.
“And who are you calling a toddler?” Jaejin’s hand slowly rose to touch Jonghun’s thigh, his eyes suggestive as he rubbed a loving palm to Jonghun’s inner thigh. No one said a thing as Jaejin kissed him. Jonghun held his breath as he kissed back. It seemed as if their bodies stopped except for their mouths. Moving to straddle Jonghun’s legs, Jaejin paid so little attention to the sheets unknotting and falling. Jonghun growled as Jaejin’s naked front grounds his erection.
Fingers curl around Jaejin’s arm, forcing the blond to stop sucking his face. Jaejin moaned into Jonghun’s mouth as fingers teased his nipple. A harsh intake of breath was heard as Jonghun enclosed his mouth on Jaejin’s chest, suckling on the skin delightfully.
“Ahhhh not so harsh-uhhh ummm” Jaejin’s murmurs buried into Jonghun’s neck, as his hands fell to his sides.
A loud cough stopped Jonghun from taking another dip at Jaejin’s nipple, and it clearly wasn’t Jaejin. Jonghun twirled around, meeting three of his friends. Out of shock, he dropped Jaejin; the naked boy -also shocked- fell into the floor and hurried to snatch the sheet to cover up his boner.
“I told you it went well.” Hongki deadpanned, and received three bills of what seemed like 1000W from Wonbin.
“What are you doing here?!” Jonghun helped Jaejin on his feet and fastened his hands on Jaejin’s to make sure he won’t get exposed further more.
“Oh, we’re just here to check on Jaejin.” Minhwan walked through the kitchen, immediately picking some food.
“Hey, I’m here!” Seunghyun came in the kitchen and gasped. “Jaejin is naked! Oh my god! He’s erected too!” it seems like Seunghyun’s shout brought everyone’s eyes to Jaejin’s middle. Quick with his reactions, Jonghun stood before Jaejin.
“Get out! All of you get out!” the complied to his sudden order.
“Rude” Wonbin muttered while dragging away Hongki.
“I’m sorry; I should have taken Hongki’s key long ago.”
“He has a key to your place?” Jaejin picked up himself together and walked toward the bedroom. It was a big convenient that you could walk straight into the kitchen from the bedroom and from the bedroom to the living room as well. Jonghun eyed Jaejin skeptically, but it seems like Jaejin really wanted an answer.
“Yeah, he got it long ago just in case.”
“I see,” Jaejin nodded but he didn’t seem to understand much. He turned around to face the bedroom, still confused over his nakedness. “Ugh, where are my clothes.” He mumbled.
“Jonghun, we found Jaejin’s clothes on the couch. Did you have sex here or can we sit there?”
“Don’t touch anything and evacuate the apartment!” Jonghun yelled, although his voice was usually very calm and composed, his loud voice didn’t seem much different. He turned to Jaejin, the blond crossed long arms over his chest, still eyeing the bed. “You can borrow something from me.”
“And am I supposed to be dressed in your clothes every time I leave this place?”
“Or you can stay here and be naked.” Back to their flirtatious mood, Jonghun pulled Jaejin by the sheet and they were again kissing with the same heat as ever. This time, the door was locked and nothing could stop them.
“I don’t think we should have done it five times.” As he laid back his sexually relieved body on his back, Jonghun spoke to the wheezing blond.
“That’s not what you said on the third time.” Jaejin barely kept his chest from rising and falling, he spoke with total hoarseness in his voice.
“Are you okay?” Jonghun turns around, resting his head on his palm. Jaejin turned to him and smiles.
“Nope, I’m not okay.” He raised his head and rested it on Jonghun’s laid out arm. “I want to be your boyfriend, and I won’t be okay until you say yes.” By the look on Jonghun face -which was a shade of uncertainty and wonderment, Jaejin winced as he sat up.
“Are you hesitant?” he asks again when Jonghun doesn’t reply. The boy just lays back and closes his eyes; he shifts around until his head lies in Jaejin’s lap. The blond smiles as his fingers brush soft hair. Mid thought Jaejin leans to plant a soft kiss on Jonghun’s lips, his nose nuzzling Jonghun’s chin.
“Will you leave me if you get sick of me?” Jonghun’s voice cut through the silence, though it was calmer to listen to than their heavy breaths.
“Maybe… Would you want to leave me?”
“I won’t let you leave.” Jonghun got up quickly, grasping Jaejin’s face in his palms. Jaejin took a long breath as he felt himself being watched carefully. He blushed.
“Cheesy, why are you saying such things?” he bothered to even question.
“Because I am not the type to let go of things, if we get sick of each other, we will change, do anything to bring back the spark. I would-“
“How can you like me without knowing further than this surface?” Jaejin cut through Jonghun’s hurried tone. He wanted to make sure Jonghun wasn’t rushing through things just because he was lonely. It would be pathetic and it would hurt them both.
“But isn’t falling in love with the unknown exciting?” Jonghun breathed, finally taking a slow intake of oxygen. He breathed Jaejin’s smell, the beautifully balanced scent of his body, the smell of sex and his colon that reeked of last night.
“You love me?” he sounded baffled, and he was.
“I love you! Yes, I love you. That’s why I can’t stop thinking of you, wishing you would only look at me, feelings happy like a stupid dork when you show up before me, and insanely crazy at the thought of you being with someone else. If that’s not love, I don’t want to know real love.” Again, he rushed through his speech stealing kisses along Jaejin’s jaw and melting the boy to his touch.
“Ugh, what to do with this stupid dork, I guess I love you too.” He whispered, his eyes closed and mouth slightly parted as Jonghun’s mouth drove a moan from his throat by kissing his Adam apple a tad too strong.
Heat started to stew inside Jaejin’s lower stomach; he got dragged by Jonghun’s hands to sit in Jonghun’s lap. He got kissed into oblivion, not feeling anything but the beautiful lips moving against his. His stomach was sticky already but the semen of before dried. He groaned into Jonghun’s mouth when his erection stirred, already hard.
“Dang it, I’m too accustomed to your touches, no man can turn me on like you.” Mid of the extreme mouth watering process of having his chest pressed against sculptured front, he murmured. He knew his restrictions were slowly yielding to this cheese ball he chose as a lover.
“Even better, I don’t want to imagine anyone touching my hot blond.” Jonghun chuckled as Jaejin’s blush deepened.
“Ugh, quit it you big ass.”
“You like my flat ass.” Jonghun laid him back at the bed, showering his chest with butterfly pecks and the occasional tug of teeth. Jaejin gasped as Jonghun’s breath enclosed over his erection. Jonghun looked at him, his lips parted and hair ruffled -that’s how he prefer Jaejin looking like in his bed.
“Uggggggghhhhh-not so deep…” Jaejin barely kept his voice low as Jonghun took him by shock and enclosed his hot mouth over his dick, swallowing his cock in one shot. He withered as he felt the tongue against his length, his knees shooting up but Jonghun kept his thighs from smothering his head using his hands.
Jaejin bucked his hips upwards, wanting to feel eaten whole by the mouth of this beautiful man. Liquid black eyes glared at him, Jonghun didn’t mind being treated roughly, but it was Jaejin’s impatience that bothered him.
“I can’t wait-let me cum.” Jaejin begged, his hands clinching the sheets. Jonghun slid the hard cock out of his mouth, making Jaejin’s eyes water in sadness.
“Turn around.” Without being giving a response, Jonghun flipped Jaejin over, and the blond head was face first in the pillows. Jonghun sat on his thighs so Jaejin couldn’t writhe himself an inch.
“Uggggh” was his only reaction when a full cock was trapped between his butt cheeks. Jonghun gave a low huff, already at his limits and Jaejin’s noise is not helping him resisting coming for long. He gave slow thrusts, and making sure to keep away from Jaejin’s entrance. It was nearly as good as the real penetration, so Jonghun enjoyed it a lot and indulged in it. Soon before they knew it, it all turned into a white shock as they came together.
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Jaejin paused as he entered the apartment. It was alarmingly quiet. He usually heard Jonghun playing the piano on his iPad or his acoustic guitar but there was nothing. He hurried and pushed through the entrance as he held the guitar case dearly. He had planned buying Jonghun his first electric guitar and he didn’t want anything to ruin the surprise. Tomorrow is his birthday, and he just needs everything to go perfectly as he planned in his head.
The reason of the quiet was Jonghun indeed. Instead of busying himself with his music sheets, he lay on the open bed and slept like an infant.
His chest fell and rose as Jaejin walked toward him. He hid the guitar at the storage room, knowing Jonghun doesn’t go looking through there much anyways. He smiled softly as he draped a blanket over the boy. He sat next to Jonghun’s head. He closed his arms around his knees, and watched Jonghun sleep.
The end