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so today we had a half day, got out at 1030.
pretty excited that i woke up at 6 this morning for college math review and intl business. at least i had two meaningful classes...
ahhhhh, done with the sarcasm.
so so so, 2006. 06, what? its pretty out of control that we're seniors, and we now officially have like, 6 months left til we graduate. i sent out my last college app. on sunday, to brown. yes i know, idk what im thinking either, but you gotta try right? and how cool would it be to say i got in? over vaca i also got my second acceptance letter, i can now add quinnipiac to the list of "colleges i love," haha simply because they love me. thats two for two with the letters, and two for eight for total responses. its just a waiting game now.....but such a relief that my jobs done.
the last couple weeks have been...out of control, i guess is the best way to put it, haha. but i feel like im being completely honest with myself, which is an amazing feeling. its my senior year, i cant afford to be anything but honest, as difficult as that may be sometimes...and sometimes change is good, in this case it appears to be quite good. who knowsssssss, im just going with the flow at the moment.
winter ball is in, 18 days i believe mel told me? haha...so much is different at this pt, it should be a good time, esp since its right in the middle of all this stress that seems to be coming, considering im way behind on my research paper. the plan was to get a move on that today.........but then i took a nap. theres no time for school in my schedule, i kinda like chris's idea of the next six months just being a giant vacation...i'll come back for graduation!! senioritis is kicking in already, and i cant afford to let it. blahhhhhhh
so i decided that my resolutions are as follows for 2006:
--By this time next year, i WILL not be biting my nails anymore. its got to get old eventually, im thinking college seems like a good time for that.
--I'm going to try to keep my room semi-decent, in terms of cleanliness.....but since idk how likely that is, my def goal is to be a neat roommate. or at least, not a disgustingly dirty one..i want to be a pleasant person to share a room with.
~those are the two main ones this year, theres other more personal ones, but i havent officially defined those yet...
hope yall enjoyed the random rambling...time for some "picture of dorian gray"
pretty excited that i woke up at 6 this morning for college math review and intl business. at least i had two meaningful classes...
ahhhhh, done with the sarcasm.
so so so, 2006. 06, what? its pretty out of control that we're seniors, and we now officially have like, 6 months left til we graduate. i sent out my last college app. on sunday, to brown. yes i know, idk what im thinking either, but you gotta try right? and how cool would it be to say i got in? over vaca i also got my second acceptance letter, i can now add quinnipiac to the list of "colleges i love," haha simply because they love me. thats two for two with the letters, and two for eight for total responses. its just a waiting game now.....but such a relief that my jobs done.
the last couple weeks have been...out of control, i guess is the best way to put it, haha. but i feel like im being completely honest with myself, which is an amazing feeling. its my senior year, i cant afford to be anything but honest, as difficult as that may be sometimes...and sometimes change is good, in this case it appears to be quite good. who knowsssssss, im just going with the flow at the moment.
winter ball is in, 18 days i believe mel told me? haha...so much is different at this pt, it should be a good time, esp since its right in the middle of all this stress that seems to be coming, considering im way behind on my research paper. the plan was to get a move on that today.........but then i took a nap. theres no time for school in my schedule, i kinda like chris's idea of the next six months just being a giant vacation...i'll come back for graduation!! senioritis is kicking in already, and i cant afford to let it. blahhhhhhh
so i decided that my resolutions are as follows for 2006:
--By this time next year, i WILL not be biting my nails anymore. its got to get old eventually, im thinking college seems like a good time for that.
--I'm going to try to keep my room semi-decent, in terms of cleanliness.....but since idk how likely that is, my def goal is to be a neat roommate. or at least, not a disgustingly dirty one..i want to be a pleasant person to share a room with.
~those are the two main ones this year, theres other more personal ones, but i havent officially defined those yet...
hope yall enjoyed the random rambling...time for some "picture of dorian gray"