oh sigh. love.
Tonight Joe and I celebrated our one year anniversary. I can't believe it's been a year. It flew by and I want it all to work out so much. We've been through a lot in one year so if we can make it through what's left of all the shit I think we'll be good to go. He makes me so happy and I've never felt this way before. And I want this feeling to last forever. I'm scared of the word forever though. Just because I don't want to say "I know it'll last forever" when who knows what can happen tomorrow. I was reading my journal entries from a year ago, when I first met Joe. It's so funny to look back and remember my first impressions of him. He annoyed me at first and I thought he was really strange. (Of course I still think he's strange but I am too so it's a perfect fit) And he made comments about me being so young, and about not wanting to date a Jewish girl. But then his friend said I should come back to the play the next night and suggested I go with Joe, so we started talking. I didn't even know he was attracted to me until we went outside so he could have a cigarette (he never ended up having one because we were talking so much). And then he came over and kissed me. And the rest is history. :-)
Tonight was perfect. Would have been ultimate if he slept here, but I won't complain. We went to the Moshulu for dinner. It was so nice and the boat is gorgeous. For the first course I had shrimp ceviche (amazing with delicious mango) and for dinner I had seasoned ahi tuna. That was delicious as well. Then for dessert I had mango mousse napoleon. Unbelievable! There wasn't any chocolate in it either but it was still so great. I loved it, I loved everything about dinner. Joe got me flowers and the sweetest card ever. Then we walked around South Street for a while which was fun but my feet started to kill. We came back to my house and rented "Finding Neverland". I already saw it but I know Joe really wanted to see it too. It was an amazing night and I can't wait for more amazing nights. I love Joseph Michael Lawrence Joseph Lawler with all of my heart :-)
Tonight was perfect. Would have been ultimate if he slept here, but I won't complain. We went to the Moshulu for dinner. It was so nice and the boat is gorgeous. For the first course I had shrimp ceviche (amazing with delicious mango) and for dinner I had seasoned ahi tuna. That was delicious as well. Then for dessert I had mango mousse napoleon. Unbelievable! There wasn't any chocolate in it either but it was still so great. I loved it, I loved everything about dinner. Joe got me flowers and the sweetest card ever. Then we walked around South Street for a while which was fun but my feet started to kill. We came back to my house and rented "Finding Neverland". I already saw it but I know Joe really wanted to see it too. It was an amazing night and I can't wait for more amazing nights. I love Joseph Michael Lawrence Joseph Lawler with all of my heart :-)