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I don’t know what to do with myself. *thinks of a model*
Two different foods. Let's say stuffing and... pasta roni. I've liked stuffing best for years now. I've just recently discovered pasta roni but already I'm losing my taste for it. I have put a lot of money into buying pasta roni, but still almost as much on stuffing. A lot of people don’t like stuffing, it bugs them, they don’t understand it. Erm... so if I had to pick one or the other, I couldn't have both which one would i pick?
Is that good enough? Is there a way I could ask better and be more vague but more specific? Probably not.
I've never disliked atheism so much before in my life. It's keeping me from something I really want. I just don't understand it. I could sit here and comment about why I think atheism is ignorant and an escape but that would only upset people I'd think. I am just reminded of the quote I have on my facebook:
"If God did not exist, it would be necessary to invent him."
-Voltaire
I could have something so perfect, so amazing. It would be long lasting and everything I want. A dream. I could prove them wrong; I could show them and myself that it is possible. To show that things I do aren't so pointless. Right now though, I'm just hurting myself.
Hey guys, I'm a liar.
You know, some of the things that he tells me that you say in other classes bother me. I find them very disrespectful. Just like, being related to you in this specific way puts this certain responsibility on you to not be immature on that subject? At least I hate hearing about it and I always feel like a part of me is left out in the open when things are said even though people don’t know me? Will I bring this up in conversations to you again, no sorry. I'm a jerk. Meh. Maybe you read this? That could be bad because I'm sure you'd get upset and take this all the wrong way. Writing it in a journal does me more good than thinking about it.
I'm liking music that puts me back in a chill again. I haven't had that for a long time. It seems all my favorite CDs disappear from my car every once in a while. Now I'm stuck with the same CDs again.
Is a third time too much? Should I assume things don't change after the second time at least and just move on and wonder what could have been? Meh.
Say no to saying it first. Say no to thinking it, suggesting it, or dreaming about it until second. Yep.
GUN SAFETY and with a fever. Fun...
Ok done.
Two different foods. Let's say stuffing and... pasta roni. I've liked stuffing best for years now. I've just recently discovered pasta roni but already I'm losing my taste for it. I have put a lot of money into buying pasta roni, but still almost as much on stuffing. A lot of people don’t like stuffing, it bugs them, they don’t understand it. Erm... so if I had to pick one or the other, I couldn't have both which one would i pick?
Is that good enough? Is there a way I could ask better and be more vague but more specific? Probably not.
I've never disliked atheism so much before in my life. It's keeping me from something I really want. I just don't understand it. I could sit here and comment about why I think atheism is ignorant and an escape but that would only upset people I'd think. I am just reminded of the quote I have on my facebook:
"If God did not exist, it would be necessary to invent him."
-Voltaire
I could have something so perfect, so amazing. It would be long lasting and everything I want. A dream. I could prove them wrong; I could show them and myself that it is possible. To show that things I do aren't so pointless. Right now though, I'm just hurting myself.
Hey guys, I'm a liar.
You know, some of the things that he tells me that you say in other classes bother me. I find them very disrespectful. Just like, being related to you in this specific way puts this certain responsibility on you to not be immature on that subject? At least I hate hearing about it and I always feel like a part of me is left out in the open when things are said even though people don’t know me? Will I bring this up in conversations to you again, no sorry. I'm a jerk. Meh. Maybe you read this? That could be bad because I'm sure you'd get upset and take this all the wrong way. Writing it in a journal does me more good than thinking about it.
I'm liking music that puts me back in a chill again. I haven't had that for a long time. It seems all my favorite CDs disappear from my car every once in a while. Now I'm stuck with the same CDs again.
Is a third time too much? Should I assume things don't change after the second time at least and just move on and wonder what could have been? Meh.
Say no to saying it first. Say no to thinking it, suggesting it, or dreaming about it until second. Yep.
GUN SAFETY and with a fever. Fun...
Ok done.