Dec 17, 2006 01:30
I had a rather interesting day I suppose. It started off with a wake up call about someone being at my house and ready to talk. Well that talk was very pointless in my opinion and I had nothing to really say about the matter. Nothing I could say so I just took them home. And drove home rather, I guess I could say, sad. I felt like everything that had built up and mean something had vanished and I won't ever to see it again. Oh well I guess. I guess I'll just go back to not trusting anyone.
On the way home I called my mom and asked her out to lunch. It was a good lunch and we had a good talk. I love my mother and I love how she is smart. She really is smart you know. She's amazing. After our lunch we went shopping and it was productive.
I might be getting sick.. My body basically aches like I have mono. I don't much like it.
I took and nap, ate dinner with my family (including Andrew), and then went to work. Work was pretty boring I guess. No need to elaborate.
I came home and Ashley came over. We watched what I consider a very good movie: Almost Famous. There is about 20 min. left but I'll have to wait until tomorrow to finish it.
Sometimes I really want to speak my mind and just tell someone who I care about that what they are doing isn't working. What is going on needs to stop.. and it'll be hard, but it's for the best. But I can't... I just.. can't...
I talked to my mom about stuff in my last post. What she said made complete sense... and I feel that I'm back on the right track with how I believe. I'm glad too.