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Where to start, and then where to stop.
My fingers are cold, my toes are cold. My heart is down in the pit of my stomach. My hair is a mess, my face looks tired and stressed. My wardrobe.. is well... lame.
My mind hasn't been anywhere today, yet it seems to be everywhere. I sat in class and stared. I honestly could barely tell you what went on during the day. Things I said to people didn't even make sense.
I layed in bed last night and all I could say to God was "What have I done?" I will never be fully satisfied with the people of this world. Everyone will disappoint at one point or another. Yet another time when I know He's telling me to lay low and wait.
God! What do you want me to do? What do you want me to do? It's a rock and a hard place. On the one side.. total assurence that it's right, and the other side is completely confused, completely messed up.
I'm listening to this guy talk to me. I'm completely drawn in. I don't know... bang my head on this door.
SHMILY
LOST. I'M COMPLETEL LOST. Even as a follower of God I can be completely lost... here.. a song
I cannot chose my journing
I cannot bend the road
But as I might walk these fluffy these clouds
By flowers and I go
For the maker gives no guarantee
The I'll never need to cry
But as I walk ahead I'm not afraid
And He's the reason why
Tomorrow maybe bring me
Great joy or great pain
I maybe walk in sun shine
I may walk in the rain
But little it matters
I'll still have a song
For I will have Jesus
And I won't be alone.
There.. how's that for an LJ entry. It's even confusing for me, but w/e.
My fingers are cold, my toes are cold. My heart is down in the pit of my stomach. My hair is a mess, my face looks tired and stressed. My wardrobe.. is well... lame.
My mind hasn't been anywhere today, yet it seems to be everywhere. I sat in class and stared. I honestly could barely tell you what went on during the day. Things I said to people didn't even make sense.
I layed in bed last night and all I could say to God was "What have I done?" I will never be fully satisfied with the people of this world. Everyone will disappoint at one point or another. Yet another time when I know He's telling me to lay low and wait.
God! What do you want me to do? What do you want me to do? It's a rock and a hard place. On the one side.. total assurence that it's right, and the other side is completely confused, completely messed up.
I'm listening to this guy talk to me. I'm completely drawn in. I don't know... bang my head on this door.
SHMILY
LOST. I'M COMPLETEL LOST. Even as a follower of God I can be completely lost... here.. a song
I cannot chose my journing
I cannot bend the road
But as I might walk these fluffy these clouds
By flowers and I go
For the maker gives no guarantee
The I'll never need to cry
But as I walk ahead I'm not afraid
And He's the reason why
Tomorrow maybe bring me
Great joy or great pain
I maybe walk in sun shine
I may walk in the rain
But little it matters
I'll still have a song
For I will have Jesus
And I won't be alone.
There.. how's that for an LJ entry. It's even confusing for me, but w/e.