Pointless?
Have you ever been so over run by thoughts, fears, anger, happiness, depression, and all other emotions imaginable…that you have found yourself in this emotionless void? Only vaguely spotted with bits of anger, and bitterness that cling on and lash out at the smallest thing. Is it me? Or is it the world around me causing my whirlpool of emotions. It’s funny really, when you think about it. I mean here I was in high school coined the girl that never smiled. When I got to college, I was the girl that always had a smile and a bright outlook. Now….Now I am just confused, angry, and frustrated with life and everything to do with anything. I am ready to get the hell out of here. I am overrun with memories of the past that suffocate me, that hold me down and tie my back. I want to cut the ropes free, but that would mean I could possibly drift aimlessly along the skyline. Is everything this very pointless…that I just can’t bring myself to care any longer? I see life as just the place in between. It’s all just an aimless journey that takes you nowhere and brings you back to the beginning again. Pointless.